Monday, July 16, 2012

Chapter 26 (Continued)

OK YALL THE STORY PICKS UP AT THE RECEPTION. AND WE DON'T WANT Y'ALL CONFUSING ANGIE WITH BEY'S REAL COUSIN ANGIE THEY ARE TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND ALSO THIS IS A CONTINUE TO THE LAST CHAPTER. CHAPTER 27 WILL PICK UP AT THE HONEYMOON BUT ON A DIFFERENT WEBSITE EITHER TUMBLR or WATTPAD BUT WHAT EVER Y'ALL WE'LL SEND OUT THE LINKS ANYWAY ENJOY :-) This short quick post

(Beyonce POV)

The wedding was beautiful and as of right now nothing can ruin my night. We're drinking and having a great time and I can tell marrying Shawn will be the best thing I can ever do. Anyway we've been partying for about 2 hours now and Ty just brought his crazy self over and interrupted me and Shaw's conversation.

(Ty) Congratulations you too love birds
(Bey&Jay) Thanks
(Ty) So when is the honeymoon
(Beyonce) We leave tomorrow. But look who just walked in. Did you invite her Shawn
(Shawn) Yea
(Ty) Who Angie
(Beyonce) You know her
(Ty) Ummm yea thats our cousin Angelique
(Beyonce) Who
(Shawn) Your cousin?
(Ty) Umm yea you probably don't remember her because the last time y'all talked you was 8 Bey I think and she was 15 and pregnant
(Angie) Hey y'all I'm sorry I'm late but congratulations to the both of you and the wedding was beautiful. And hey Ty *hugging Ty* we haven't talked in weeks. What are you doing here? How do you know Bey and Shawn
(Ty) So y'all really don't remember each other... Y'all are cousins
(Beyonce) O well welcome to the family *laughs*
(Angie) I'm so shocked like seriously. Well Beyonce since we are family I should apologize
(Beyonce) Don't worry about it. Its my wedding day and I just want to have fun
(Angie) Ok. So Ty whats been going on with you
(Ty) The same old mess. What about you
(Angie) The same old mess but I just started working for Shawn
(Ty) Oh thats good and maybe you can finally pay me back for all the money I loaned you for diapers
(Angie) Of course
(Bey&Shawn) You have a baby
(Angie) Well I....
(Ty) Well he is not a baby Shawn has to be 21 or 22 now
(Beyonce) Awww he has the same name as you
(Shawn) Angie I remember you telling me you had a son but I thought you put him up for adoption
(Angie) I couldn't do it
(Shawn) Ummm imma go get me a drink
(Beyonce) Ok... So are you married
(Angie) No
(Beyonce) O.ok so where is your son is he with his father
(Angie) Ummm not exactly
(Ty) She hasn't seen his father since Shawn was born. His dead beat ass didn't even show up for the birth of the baby
(Angie) Will it was my fault I told him not come
(Beyonce) I'm sorry to here that but can we enjoy my wedding now

(Shawn POV)

I can't believe Angie right now, I can't even focus on my wedding right now. Like how am I suppose to explain this to be and I bet my son hate me. I've missed 21 years of his life.

(Beyonce POV)

We partied hard for the rest of the night and I couldn't help but notice how distant Shawn. Every time I kept asking him what was wrong and his response was always "I'm just tired" so I left it at that. Once we got home we both was kind of excited to be making love for the first time as a married couple. The next day I called Angie to make sure she was still coming over to watch the girls so Shawn and I can go on our honeymoon.She said she was so Shawn and I started packing our last few suitcases

(Shawn) Soooo Mrs. Shawn Corey Knowles Carter
(Beyonce) Yessssss
(Shawn) Are you almost done with packing we have to leave in 30 minutes
(Beyonce) Almost I have a few more bags and plus we have to wait on Angie, she's watching the girls for us
(Shawn) Angie? I thought Solo was watching them
(Beyonce) Well she is gonna need help. Is there something wrong
(Shawn) We can talk after the honeymoon but its important
(Beyonce) No we can talk now. What is it

*doorbell*

(Shawn) Thats probably Angie, I'll get it
(Beyonce) Shawn?!
(Shawn) After the honeymoon ok *kissing Bey* I get the door I'll be right back to get your bags.

(Beyonce POV)

Something is up with with him but he told me he'll tell me after the honeymoon so I'll guess I'll wait. I finished packing and notice Shawn still haven't came back so I went to meet him downstairs. When I got down there I couldn't help but notice him and Angie talking well more like whispering so of coursed I listen.

(Shawn) Angie how could you not tell me about this, I thought you put him up for adoption
(Angie) I'm sorry ok. I couldn't do it
(Shawn) Angie why didn't you tell me? I have a son that I never even seen before. FUCK!! ANGIE
(Angie) Please calm down
(Shawn) Don't tell me to calm down. You lied to me about my kid. He probably hates me now
(Angie) He don't hate you
(Shawn) You don't know that
(Angie) He don't I told him that I didn't get a chance to tell you I was pregnant before you moved away
(Shawn) How is he
(Angie) He is fine, he's on his 3rd year of college and he's coming home next week so if you want to meet him you can
(Shawn) I-
(Beyonce) You have a son.... by my cousin
(Shawn) Bey look I had no idea
(Angie) He's right Bey. Its my fault I'm sorry
(Shawn) Bey can we please talk about this
(Beyonce) After the honeymoon right
(Shawn) Are you sure
(Beyonce) Yea

(Beyonce POV)

I don't know how to feel. I don't even know if I'm mad at Shawn for lying but did he lie ugggg I'm so confused. I'll deal with it after the honeymoon right now I just want to enjoy being married.

(Shawn POV)

After Bey found out I was mad because I didn't want her to find out this way and I didn't want to ruin the honeymoon. All while I was putting the bags in the car Bey was silent the only thing that came out her mouth was "Angie can you please leave" and Angie left without another word. Once the girls and Solange arrived back home we said our goodbyes and me and Bey left.

(Angie POV)

This was not suppose to happen this way. Ty shouldn't of never opened his mouth, but its not over Shawn will be mine.

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Sunday, July 15, 2012

Chapter 26 (Unsaid Feelings)


After TI, Aaliyah and Tiny left, me the girls and Shawn watched a few movies before going to sleep. The next morning I woke up in Shawn's arms.
(Shawn) Good morning
(Beyonce) Good morning, so what do you have up for the day?
(Shawn) I'm going back to work. I haven't been up to Roc Nation since before I went to jail.
(Beyonce) Oh
(Shawn) Why what's up
(Beyonce) Well I was thiiinking what if we started planning our wedding
(Shawn) Well its up to you. I've been ready to marry you
(Beyonce) Well I don't want anything big since I've already been married. Just something small and elegant
(Shawn) Well I'm ok with anything, in fact I'll leave all the wedding planning up to you
(Beyonce) I don't think so, I have a movie to film, I have the OMG Girlz to deal with and not to mention my second album and Tavia. Oo no I don't think so you're helping me with this wedding
(Shawn) I have a lot of work to do and I'm behind in everything
(Beyonce) Well hire an assistant you can afford it
(Shawn) *laughs* Alright. I have an assistant that I use to work with a while back but she had to quit for something, I don't know but I'll give her a call
(Beyonce) Her?
(Shawn) Are you jealous
(Beyonce) No I'm just saying
(Shawn) Well good don't be Angelique or Angie for short is cool  and I'm sure she wouldn't mind helping you around here along with helping me at work.
(Beyonce) Ok
(Shawn) Ok imma go shower and stuff and then give her a call.
"Ok" I said removing myself from Shawn's arms. Shawn went into the bathroom and I just laid in the bed. I was excited about the wedding but I couldn't help but feel a little ambivalent. Like I love Shawn with all my heart and I would love to be his wife but am I ready for all this again, are we rushing into things. Well I did propose so I must be ready. I erased the thoughts from my head and went into the bathroom with Shawn. He was showering and I so I started brushing my teeth.
(Shawn) Make sure you brush your teeth good because your breath was straight kicking
(Beyonce) Excuse me
(Shawn) You heard me dragon breath
(Beyonce) You know what you always have something smart to say
(Shawn) *laughs* its not smart if its honest
(Beyonce) You know what kiss my ass
(Shawn) Gladly ^__^
I shook my head and finished brushing my teeth then I went to go check on Tavia and Jessica. Tavia was already awake so I told her to go brush her teeth. Then I had to almost literally drag Jessica out the bed. Even though it was Saturday and 9:30am Jessica had to get up. We have a really busy day ahead of us. After Jessica was up I went to get Tavia dressed and by the time I was done Shawn was dressed and looking and smelling good. He had on something simple but for some reason he looked extra sexy. Anyway I showered and dressed in a simple pair of pants and T-shirt and my signature heels. Only because I was filming today. After everyone was dressed we was about to head out the house but realized we don't have anyone to look after Jessica and Tavia.
(Beyonce) I called my mom but she said she is gonna be working on her clothes all day
(Shawn) My mama just said no. You can't ask your sister?
(Beyonce) Jules have a doctors appointment then after that Solo and Jules are going over Daniel house.
(Shawn) We really have to get a nanny. But I can take Jessica with me to work so she can work on her music. But I can't keep Tavia I'll be to busy and I can't watch her.
(Beyonce) Its fine I understand I'm sure Kelly wouldn't mind keeping her
(Shawn) Alright I'll see you later. *kissing Bey*
(Beyonce) Alright
Within in seconds Shawn and Jessica was gone. I called Kelly and of course she said she would keep Tavia. So after I dropped Tavia off I went straight to the movie set. We filmed for about 6 hours and I was so tired by the time we were finish. It was around 4pm and I still wasn't finished, I met with 6 wedding planners until I found the right person then I met with Brad. He told me he wanted to see me, Aaliyah and Tiny at 6pm but I was so busy meeting with wedding planners I lost track of time and didn't get there until almost 6:50. When I got there I received news that Columbia Records didn't want to sign the girls because they are to young and because they have 3 managers plus TI and Shawn looking in from the outside. They said it was to much to handle and try again in a few years when we have less managers. Tiny and Aaliyah was pissed and I was too but not because of the reasons they were. I was pissed because I rushed down here for nothing, he could of told me that over the phone. On the other hand I understood where the record label was coming from 5 managers is a lot. Anyway after that meeting I headed over to Roc Nation to break the news to Shawn and when I went there I was greeted by this tall light skinned lady. She was skinny with curly hair and she was cute but.. Well nevermind let me not hate, she is cute.
(Angie) Hi may I help you
(Beyonce) I'm looking for Shawn
(Angie) O do you have an appointment, let me check what is your name?
Now I see she wana be funny this bitch know exactly who I am and I was just about to go off until some random person came up to me and asked for my autograph. I signed the autograph and focused my attention back on this lady.As soon as I was about to talk she opened her mouth to speak
(Angie) Omg I'm so sorry Beyonce I didn't know that was you, I'm a really big fan
I wanted to say "Bitch shut the fuck up talking to me because you know exactly who I am" but instead being the nice person I am I said
(Beyonce) Its fine
(Angie) No its not, I'm really sorry its just you look different in person, you look a lot older
(Beyonce) You know wh-
(Shawn) Beyonce! What are you doing here *walking outside his office*
(Beyonce) I was about to cuss out your secretary
(Shawn) Why what happen
(Beyonce) She's rude
(Shawn) I'm sorry Bey. Angie what did I tell you about your attitude.
(Angie) I'm sorry I really didn't recognize her. Look Beyonce I am truly sorry.
(Beyonce) Mmhm. Shawn can we talk really fast because I have to go get Tavia
(Shawn) Sure come on
I followed Shawn into his office and told him about the the girls deal falling through, then I told him about the wedding planners. He told me not to worry about the girls and then he started telling me about Angie. After our conversation I went downstairs to get Jessica out the studio, she was working with Kanye. After I got her I went to pick up Jessica and some food and went home.
(Shawn POV)
After Bey left I got back to work and it was a lot. I had bills stacked to the ceiling that I had to file and pay. I had demo tapes that I just put in the trash because I don't like to listen to them. Now I'm not being mean or selfish its just I don't want my music sounding like theirs and them accusing me of stealing their music. I really don't need a lawsuit. I also had a budget to figure out then while Jess and Kanye was working on Jess's music the sound board went out so I have to replace it. It was a lot so I called Angie in my office so she can file and pay these bills while I work on the budget.
(Angie) So what made you call me
(Shawn) I called because I need help, I have a lot going on as you can see
(Angie) And here I am thinking it was because you missed me
(Shawn) Look Angie we are gonna keep our relationship strictly business.
(Angie) I know, we don't want to repeat history
(Shawn) Lets just end this conversation and get back to work
(Angie) Ok fine but you can't run from the past
(Shawn) Look are we gonna be able to work together or not
(Angie) Of course we are
(Shawn) No you not hearing me if you want to keep working for me you will not bring up the past and its for your own good. If Bey ever finds out she will tell me to fire you and I will. My fiancé and my kids come first now.
(Angie) Hmmp
(Shawn) What's that suppose to mean
(Angie) Don't act like you forgot
(Shawn) I was 17 and you were 15. We wasn't ready for a kid
(Angie) So you don't think about him
(Shawn) I think about him everyday but I also think about how happy he is with his new family
(Angie) You don't know if he's happy
(Shawn) I don't want to talk about this just get to work.
(Angie) Fine. Just two more questions please
(Shawn) What
(Angie) What did you tell your fiancé when she asked how we met? I know she asked
(Shawn) I told her you worked for me a long time ago and quit. Next question
(Angie) Do you still have feelings for me. I know what we had was a long time ago but our relationship was everything until I got pregnant and then after we gave or baby away we just drifted apart. I'm still in love with you Shawn or Jay or what ever you go buy now
(Shawn) Angie what we had was a long time ago and I moved on
(Angie) I know it was a long time ago but you know what they say, you never forget your first. I was first girlfriend, your first love, your first kiss, Your first baby mama, which reminds me that you lost your virginity to me and I lost mine to you . I was your first everything.
(Shawn) I know that but that was a long time ago
(Angie) It may have been but feelings like that never die you know what they say you can never get over your first love
(Shawn) *standing up* I need to go dispose of these tapes but like I said  what we had was a long time ago. Im getting married I have 2 kids and I'm not trying to mess that up. So if you can't keep or relationship strictly professional maybe we can't work together When I said that Angie stood up in front of me and put her hand on my face and caressed my chin with her thumb and said "I can keep it professional but I still have feelings for you and I know you have feelings for me you're just hiding them but its okay if its meant to be it'll work out". Yes thats what she said right before kissing me on my cheek. It was only a peck so why did I feel like I just committed a crime. Angie walked passed me and out into the hall and I followed her except I went the other way heading out toward the trash. When I came back in Angie was back in my office filing the bills. I went in and sat at my desk and continued to work out the budget. We both continued to work in my office but we didn't say anything to each other. It wasn't an awkward silence but it was silent until Angie broke the silence.
(Angie) Its late and I just finished my work so can I leave or do you still need me
(Shawn) Its almost 2am you got off at 11, you could of been left
(Angie) I know but I wanted to finish my work first. 
(Shawn) Well I really appreciate it thanks
(Angie) We'll I'll see you in the morning right?
(Shawn) Yea but at the house, I need you to rehearse with the OMG Girlz while Bey and I meet with the wedding planner
(Angie) Ok
Angie was almost out the door but she stopped and told me congratulations and goodnight. Now being the nice guy that I am I volunteered to walk her to her car but she said she didn't have a car and that she was gonna wait for a taxi at the front door. Now by time the taxi would of got here it would of been after 2 and to late for her to be traveling alone.
(Shawn) Well I need about 20 more minutes to complete this budget so if you want to wait I'll take you home.
(Angie) Sure I'll wait. Thanks
(Shawn) No problem
All while I was working on the budget Angie was quiet and listening to her music. After I finished the budget Angie and I both walked to my car and the ride to her house was silent until I broke it.
(Shawn) What were you listening too
(Angie) What?
(Shawn) In my office. You were really into your music 
(Angie) I was listening to Mariah Carey
(Shawn) I should of known you were obsessed with her when we were together
(Angie) I know I love her and she really got me through our break up and well
(Shawn).....
(Angie) I bet you don't remember my favorite song
(Shawn) Always Be My Baby 
(Angie) Yep how do you remember that
(Shawn) How could I not remember that. You use to play it all the time
(Angie) Look I'm sorry about earlier I know I was out of line and I'm ok with being friends and keeping or relationship strictly professional. It will never happen again. I promise
"Ok" I said pulling up in front of her her condo. I watched her go in her house and pulled off. I stopped at Mcdonalds and went straight home.
(Angie POV)
I love Shawn and I know he love me too. I'm 100% sure he will not marry that bitch but if he do it won't last. I know its gonna take time but soon I'll be Mrs. Angelique Shawn Corey Carter and then I'll tell him the truth about out son. Shawn think I put him up for adoption but the the truth is I've had Shawn Corey Jr. all this time. He's grown now but its never to late for him to meet his father just when the time is right.
(Shawn POV)
I ate my food in the car and when I got home it was almost 3 so everybody was sleep. I crawled into bed carefully so I wouldn't wake Bey up.
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Its been a few weeks since that night and I still haven't told Bey everything that happened that night. I just told her I was working on the budget all night, I told her the numbers wasn't adding up so I kept having to start over. Anyway everything have been going pretty good except with the girls everybody keep saying they are too young. So we decided to put the group on hold until after the wedding. Angie kept her promise and is keeping our relationship professional but Bey still don't like her. Last the wedding plans are coming alone we are actually choosing a cake today and the wedding is in 3 days.
*Cake Place*
(Beyonce POV)
We've been in this place for at least a hour trying decide on a cake and they all looked so ppretty so it was hard to decided. We decided to let Jessica and Tavia both pick their favorite cake and then Shawn and I would pick out which one we liked the best.
(Jessica) I think y'all should pick mine because it look 100 times better then Tavia's 
(Tavia) No pick mine
(Beyonce) Well to be honest I like both
(Shawn) Me too I can't decided
(Angie) Well I like the one Tavia pick
(Beyonce) I'm not trying to be rude or anything but like this is a family thing so
(Shawn) Bey?!
(Angie) Its fine I understand. I'll take the girls next door for fro-yo while y'all pick out a cake
(Shawn) Ok
(Shawn) Bey I know you don't like her but do you have to be so rude
(Beyonce) I'm sorry but no one asked her
(Shawn) She was trying to help. Why don't you like her
(Beyonce) Because I don't trust her
(Shawn) But.. Never mind
(Beyonce) So what cake do you want
(Shawn) Lets just get both
(Beyonce) That would be to much cake
(Shawn) Well we can't choose between Jess and Tavia because Tavia will cry and Jess will say the only reason y'all picked her is because she's younger
(Beyonce) Ok fine lets do both
(Shawn) Good now lets go
(Beyonce) We still have to pick a flavor
(Shawn) Ok well that shouldn't take long its only 3 flavors chocolate, vanilla and red velvet. We can just tell them to done red velvet and the other one chocolate and vanilla. 
(Beyonce) Actually its 42 flavors
(Shawn) O_o 42 flavors of cake
(Beyonce) Yea and we have to taste all of them thats why its called cake tasting 
(Shawn) I'm not about to sit here and taste 42 flavors of cake. Why can't we just stick to the normal stuff.
(Beyonce) Because its boring now please stay and help
(Shawn) Bey I-
(Beyonce) Please *kissing Shawn* pretty please
(Shawn) Fine
(Beyonce) Thank you
Me, Shawn, the girls, and Angie tasted cake for about a hour and a half before we decided on chocolate, vanilla, red velvet, and strawberry. Shawn was a mad a little but O well he'll get over it.
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3 days later
I've been feeling nervous all day and I'm starting to have second thoughts. Not because I'm second guessing our relationship but because nothing has been going right today. Our wedding singer caught a really bad cold so she can't sing, the flowers are wrong, and the wedding cake is still not here. I'm not superstitious but something telling me not to do this. I was explaining everything to my mom and she told Shawn -___-
(Shawn) Bey I'm coming in we need to talk
(Beyonce) NO! its bad luck to see the bride before the wedding
(Shawn) Well turn around because I'm coming in we can stand back to back
(Beyonce) Ok
Shawn came in backwards so he couldn't see me and I turned around so I couldn't see him and once we were back to back he started talking.
(Shawn) So I hear you're having cold feet
(Beyonce) Its just so much has been going wrong I'm starting to think its a sign saying we shouldn't get married.
(Shawn) Forget about signs and other stuff the only thing that matter at this point is love. Beyonce I know this is meant to be because I believe that love concurs all. 
(Beyonce) But what about everything that went wrong
(Shawn) Everything is fixed. Whitney heard Solo talking about the wedding singer so she said she would sing. The cake is here and the flowers are still beautiful
(Beyonce) Whitney Houston?
(Shawn) Thats the only Whitney I know
(Beyonce) Omg I love her so much I need to tell her thank you
(Shawn) You can after the wedding. Beyonce I love you and this is meant to be. Forget about all this bad luck crap. You know, what this is stupid turn around so I can see your face.
(Shawn POV)
I turned Bey around so I could see her face and she looked beautiful in her wedding dress and suddenly I forgot what I was about to say. The only words that left mouth was "I love you" then I kissed her. We kissed for about 2 minutes before Ty, Solo and Ms. Tina cutted in.
(Ty) O hell no I just did her makeup
(Tina) It is not time to kiss the bride yet
(Solange) And its bad luck to see the bride before the wedding now get out SHAWN!
(Tina) I told you to talk through the door not come in
(Shawn) I'm sorry, I'll leave and Bey?
(Beyonce) Yes?
(Shawn) I'll meet you at the alter right?
(Beyonce) Yea
(Solange) NOW GET OUT!
(Ty) Well the damage is done now. Look at her lipstick 
(Beyonce) I'm sorry Ty now fix it so I can go get married. Please
(Ty) Ok
To Be Continued.......

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Chapter 25 (Welcome Home Shawn)

(Beyonce POV)

Even though Shawn was home I was was a little sad because I had to leave. My manager called and said that I had meeting today with a movie producer. Now I was excited about the movie but I didn't want to leave Shawn but work calls. So after I woke up I got dressed and told Shawn that I'll see him and the girls later and I left. When I got back home Solange took the girls out for lunch and Shawn was sitting on the couch watching tv and eating .

(Beyonce) Hey baby *kissing Shawn*
(Shawn) Hey, whats all that in your hand
(Beyonce) This is my script
(Shawn) So you got the part
(Beyonce) Yes I did
(Shawn) Congrads so whats the movie about and who do you play
(Beyonce) I play Deena Jones and basically the movie is about three women trying to make it in the music industry.
(Shawn) Ohh yea I my mother took me to see the play in 81 I was really young maybe 11 or 12
(Beyonce) And I was just born
(Shawn) You're a baby
(Beyonce) And you're a cradle rocker
(Shawn) *laughs* Shut up so are there any sex scenes
(Beyonce) Not really but I do have to kiss Jamie Foxx
(Shawn) Oh
(Beyonce) Why are you looking like that are you jealous
(Shawn) Of course I am
(Beyonce) Well you shouldn't be because I might have to kiss him but you get the rest *kissing Shawn*
(Shawn) That was so corny
(Beyonce) *laughs* Shut up and lets go upstairs I missed you
(Shawn) I missed you too but I don't feel like going upstairs
(Beyonce) Ok fine no welcome home Shawn sex then
(Shawn) I'm just kidding
(Beyonce) Too late
(Shawn) Bey
(Beyonce) I'm kidding lets go

I took Shawn's hand and led him upstairs to the bedroom and I couldn't help but be excited I haven't had sex in 8 weeks. I was craving his touch.

(Shawn POV)

When we got to the bedroom Beyonce wasted no time stripping I could tell she really missed me. ^__^
Anyway Bey stood confidently in front of me wearing nothing but a white lace bra and matching boy shorts. I was instantly hard probably because probably because I haven't had sex in 8 weeks hell I haven't seen a women and in 8 weeks.  Anyway without another word I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her, bringing her close to me in a deep kiss as her lips parted immediately to accept my tongue.  Which mad me ever harder which caused my manhood to press against her stomach. She smiled and broke the kiss long enough to strip me from my shirt and I undid my belt and my pants dropped to the ground. Her eyes was fixed on my manhood and I already knew what she wanted to do.

(Shawn) Bey you don't have to I just want to please you today
(Beyonce) Its okay I want to you went to jail for me again

Before I could get another word out she spun me around and forced me to sit on the edge of the bed and she got on knees parted my legs and gave me this sexy flirtatious look, smiled, licked her lips and went to work. She took me whole without gaging and started doing that thing with her tongue. It sent shivers up my spines and made me curl my toes. It was driving me crazy, so much that I told her I was about to cum. I was expecting her to come up but instead she swallowed. Then she stood up and said "you liked that didn't you" I nodded. Next I watched as she undid her bra and dropped her panties and crawled on top of me causing me to lay flat on my back and she started deep kissing me again, but I wasn't here for this shit I wanted to taste too.

(Bey POV)

Shawn flipped me on to my back and wasted no time going down on me. He was licking sucking and biting and it sent chills up my spine. I couldn't take it so I tried closing my legs but Shawn stopped me and spreaded them, he was feasting on my insides like it was gonna be his last meal. I grabbed the sheets and arched my back. I knew I was about to cum so I grabbed the pillow but stopped and said "I wana hear you". So he got his wish I called out. Next he met me back at my face and deeped kissed me then went in deep. I screamed out because he went in quick and it really hurt. I felt like a virgin again because I haven't had sex in so long. He started thrusting inside of me while sucking my neck. I grabbed his back and sunk my nails into it. I guess my nails was hurting him because he slowed down but his thrust was still powerful. "Please don't slow" I whispered.

(Shawn POV)

I slowed down because I thought I was hurting her. I noticed when I went in she was tighter then usual. Anyway she ask me not to slow down so I picked back up the pace. The faster and harder I went the deeper her nails went into my back. It was a turn on but it was hurting and I knew she broke skin but I ignored it. Soon we both reached our point and both are organisms was really powerful. Now I usually can only speak for myself but I knew hers was also powerful because I watched as a few tears escaped from her eyes. After we was finished she laid her head on my chest.

(Shawn) I didn't mean to make you cry
(Beyonce) *laughs* you didn't make me cry I just really missed you and I love you.
(Shawn) I love you too

Bey cuddle up to me and closed her eyes and I sat and watched her sleep for a few minutes before I went to sleep myself. I guess we can get a nap in before Solange come back with the girls.

(Beyonce POV)

We got about a 20 minute nap in before we were woken up by Jes knocking on our bedroom door.

(Jessica) Daddy! We have company

(Shawn) I guess its time to get up
(Beyonce) *sigh* But I don't wanna *pouting*
(Shawn) *laughs* Come on Bey, JESSICA WE'LL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE.
(Beyonce) Fine!! *kissing Shawn* Come take a shower with me.
(Shawn) Ok
We showered and went downstairs. I put on some sweats then I put my hair in a high ponytail because I sweated my hair out and Shawn just put on some basketball shorts and a shirt. When we went downstairs we saw all the girls just playing around with the things Solange had bought them.

(Beauty) Hey Ms. Knowles Mr. Carter
(Starr) Hi Ms. Knowles Hi Mr. Carter
(Bey&Jay) Hey
(Beyonce) I didn't know you was picking up all the girls
(Solange) Yea Jes asked me too
(Jessica) Can they stay for dinner
(Beyonce) I don't mine, Shawn?
(Shawn) Its okay with me. Let me start making dinner
(Beyonce) I'll cook
(Everyone) NO!
(Beyonce) Damn
(Everyone) *laughs*
(Beyonce) I can cook
(Shawn) Sure you can *kissing Bey on the cheek
(Beyonce) What ever
(Shawn) Let me go cook
(Beyonce) Jes and Tavia take y'all stuff to your rooms and wash up for dinner.
(The girls) Ok
(Jessica) Wait Bey can I talk to you
(Beyonce) Sure
(Jessica) Starr can you take this to my room
(Starr) Sure come on Beauty and Tavia
(Beyonce) Whats up
(Jessica) Did you know Tavia can sing
(Beyonce) She's 5
(Jessica) I know but she can really sing. When we were on our wayto pick up Beauty Michael J. "Where You Are" came on the radio and Starr started singing and Tavia cut in. Bey she can sing
(Beyonce) I'm not surprised look who her mom is
(Jessica) Ch *laughs* Imma go get ready for dinner
(Beyonce) Ok and thanks for telling me
(Jessica) You're welcome

After dinner we all went into the family room and started talking about the girls group. We talked a few minutes before Tiny, TI (Starr's parents) and Aaliyah (Beauty's mom) came in. Solange let then in and we discussed the girls. I told them about the Brad wanting to meet with them and we discussed Aaliyah, Tiny and myself managing the girls and we came to an agreement. Then Jes had to open her mouth.

(Jessica) Can we dye our hair
(The Parents) NO!
(Starr) Ok can we at least do colorful weaves
(TI&Shawn) NO!
(Beyonce)I don't see anything wrong with them getting weaves
(Tiny) Neither do I, it'll be cute
(Aaliyah) I agree they need a look
(TI&Shawn) HEELL NO
(Beyonce) Its not like its permanent and its only for the stage
(Tiny) They can colorful wigs
(Aaliyah) Yea lets do it
(Shawn) TI you see and hear me right
(TI) Yea and you see and hear me right
(Shawn) Yea
(TI) So why y'all acting like we not here
(Beyonce) Because y'all don't
(Tiny&Aaliyah) *laughs*
(Shawn) O you got jokes
(Beyonce) A few
(Shawn) Well you ain't funny
(Beyonce) *laughs* I'm sorry baby *sitting on Shawn's lap* Its only hair *kissing Shawn's neck*
(Shawn) Ok fine they can do the hair
(TI) WHAT?!
(Beyonce) Thank you
(Shawn) Its just hair
(TI) Man she got you sprung
(Tiny) And you not
(TI) Ok y'all right its just hair
(Tiny) I thought so
(Jessica) So we can wear the wigs
(Beyonce) Yep
(Jessica) Yes I'm purple
(Starr) I want red
(Tiny) I don't think so thats to grown. I wear that hair color
(Tavia) Get my favorite hair color blue
(Starr) Ok I'll get blue
(Tavia) Yaee
(Beauty) I want pink
(Aaliyah) Thats fine with me
(Beyonce) Ok well we can shop for wigs tomorrow
(Tavia) I wana be a OMG Girl
(Beyonce) Tavia you're to young but I heard you can sing so maybe in a few years you can have a group of your own
(Tavia) But
(Shawn) Tavia I promise when you turn 11 like Jes
(Jessica) I'm about to be 12
(Shawn) When you get to be Jes age if you work hard you I'll make a group for you
(Tavia) Promise
(Shawn) Yep!
TBC...

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Chapter 24 Continued (Truth Is Part 2)

(Gabriella) Once he tell you the truth the cops will come in and arrest him.
(Beyonce) Will I have to wear a wire
(Gabriella) Yes so will you do it
(Beyonce) Yes
(Gabrielle) Now Beyonce its important you don't blow your cover we only have one shot at this.
(Beyonce) Ok
(Gabriella) Ok take this piece of paper and tell Tyrese to meet you at this restaurant at 8

I took the paper and I couldn't help but get teary eyed again

(Gabriella) Is there something wrong
(Beyonce) This is the same place I proposed to Shawn on the same day he was arrested
(Gabriella) I'm sorry are you gonna be able to do this
(Beyonce) *sniffs* Yea I'll be fine. I have to go
(Gabriella) Ok remember 8 o'clock as soon as we hear the truth we'll be in there and I'll be at your home at 7 to hook you up with the wire
(Beyonce) Ok

After I got hit with all that information I didn't know what to think. I feel hurt, stupid, betrayed and lied to. After I left the lawyers office I went to pick up the girls and we went to the store I had a little shopping to do. Then I went to get my hair did and last I took the girls out to eat it. When we got back home it was 6pm and I started telling Solange everything.

Meanwhile.... Anthony House

(Anthony) So man I heard that Idris cased was closed
(Tyrese) Really where did you hear that at
(Anthony) It was on the news
(Tyrses) Oh I didn't hear
(Anthony) So since its closed are you gonna tell Bey the truth
(Tyrese) She not even talking to me right now but if she was yea I'll tell her..... O wait this her right now calling

(Phone Conversation)

(Tyrese) Hello
(Beyonce) Hey its Bey
(Tyrese) I know who it is
(Beyonce) I wanted to apologize for yesterday
(Tyrese) Don't even worry about it I was out of line
(Beyonce) We'll I don't know if you heard but Shawn confessed to everything
(Tyrese) I know and I'm sorry
(Beyonce) Its ok but I could really need somebody to talk too.
(Tyrese) Well you know you can talk to me
(Beyonce) Ok. I was thinking about what you said and if those feelings are true I would love it if we could talk over dinner tonight around 8
(Tyrese) I would like that
(Beyonce) Ok I'll see you then
(Tyrese) Ok bye beautiful
(Beyonce) Bye

(Tyrese) She just asked me out on a date. What time is it
(Anthony) Almost 7
(Tyrese) O man I got to go get ready I'll talk to you later
(Anthony) Alright man and tell her the truth
(Tyrese) I will *leaving*

(Gabriella) Good job Anthony *coming out the back room*
(Anthony) Fuck you bitch
(Ben) watch your tone and you are under arrest for the murder of Idris
(Anthony) What ever
(Gabriella) Ok ill meet you at the police station later I gotta go meet Bey
(Ben) Alright

Meanwhile.....

(Beyonce) ASSHOLE I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT
(Solange) Calm down and go get dressed.
(Beyonce) Ok

I got dressed in a brand new short red freekum dress. My hair was curly and I looked great and by the time I was dressed Gabi was waiting on me down stairs. When she saw me she said I looked amazing then told me to change. She said she couldn't hide the wire with the dress I had on so I was pissed but what ever. I ended up wearing a Navy blue dress with a black belt (The dress from Obsessed) I looked great still but I wanted to wear the red dress. When I went back downstairs Gabi said I looked amazing and soon I was sitting across from Tyrese at the restaurant.

(Tyrese) You look amazing
(Beyonce) Thank you so do you
(Tyrese) Thanks

We talked for a good while before the conversation even changed to the situation at hand and I was becoming impatient and it was taking everything in my body to keep me from slapping the shit out of Tyrese. So I started hinting sound the situation and soon the moment I was waiting for had arrived.

(Tyrese) Bey you know I love you right
(Beyonce) Yea
(Tyrese) Promise me you won't get mad
(Beyonce) After everything you've done for me I could never get mad at you
(Tyrese) Ok I killed Idris it was a mistake though and I never meant for Shawn to get in trouble for it I'm sorry and I should of just told you the truth.

"You did what" I asked pretending to be shocked. I stud up and slapped the shit out of Tyrese. I was waiting to do that. Once I did that Tyrese stud up.

(Tyrese) Look I know you're mad but can we talk about it. I told you the truth because I love you
(Beyonce) Go to hell

I tried walking away but he grabbed me then officers came in.

(Officer 1) FREEZE PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND WAVE THEM LIKE YOU JUST DON'T CARE
(Officer 2) Shut up. Tyrese put your hands in the air and back away from Ms. Knowles you are under arrest for the murder of Idris Brooks
(Tyrese) You set me up
(Beyonce) You damn right I did and I'm not sorry about yesterday
(Tyrese) I love you

Tyrese tried to run but of course the cops caught him and he was taking to jail then Gabriel thanked me and I went home.

*Beyonce & Shawn house in their bed room*

(Beyonce) I need to talk to you about something important
(Tavia) Ok
(Beyonce) Tavia I don't know how to tell you this but your father passed away
(Tavia) Like he died
(Beyonce) Yea
(Tavia) *crying* Noooooooooo

I took Tavia into my arms and I rocked her while she cried.

(Jessica) Whats going on
(Beyonce) Tavia's father passed away
(Jessica) Can I talk to her
(Beyonce) Sure
(Jessica) Tavia its gonna be okay my mom passed away too but in return I was blessed with a new one your mom. And even though he's in jail right now you was blessed with a new father and your old one is living in a magical place with angels and noting but happiness so don't be sad he is in a better place now.
(Tavia) Really
(Jessica) Yea he's up im heaven with my mommy and maybe they will meet and have a baby and then we will have a new baby brother or sister they will send down here for us to play with. Now wouldn't you like that
(Tavia) *Sniffs* Yea
(Jessica) So stop crying everything will be ok
(Tavia) ok

Jessica's story was beautiful but I don't think Idris is gonna be living with angels. Anywho Tavia let go of me and hugged Jessica. Then we put on a movie and soon we all feel asleep in my bed. They morning around 7am I woken up by a kiss on my forehead.

(Beyonce) SHAWN!!!!
(Shawn) Shhhhhhhhh

I jumped out of bed into Shawn's arms

(Beyonce) *whispering* I can't believe you're home this early they said they'll release you in the afternoon
(Shawn) I got a early release because I was wrongly accused and all the charges was dropped
(Beyonce) *crying* Omg I can't believe you're home
(Shawn) Stop crying I'm home
(Beyonce) I know I'm just happy
(Shawn) hush and give me a kiss

I kissed Shawn and I was instantly became become horny

(Jessica) DADDY!!!!
(Shawn) Jessi
(Jessica) Omg I missed you sooo much
(Shawn) I missed you too come and give me hug
(Jessica) Ok
(Tavia) Ooch Jessica you stepped on me
(Jessica) I'm sorry..... *hugging Shawn* promise me you will never leave me again
(Tavia) Shawn! I mean Daddy *running to hug Shawn* promise me too
(Shawn) I promise to never leave my family again

"Good" I said joining in on the family hug. I was so happy Shawn was home I didn't know what to do. Well I know what I want to do but I'll save that for later.

(Solange) Why are y'all so loud y'all just woke Daniel up. Wait Shawn
(Shawn) Yep its me
(Solange) *walking over to hug Shawn* I almost didn't recognize you with all that hair on your face
(Shawn) Well they don't let you shave in jail
(Solange) Well I'm happy you're home but I need to go try to get Daniel back to sleep then I'm going back to bed. So I'll let y'all have your family time and I'll see you later
(Shawn) ok
(Solange) Goodnight or good morning or what ever *leaving*
(Beyonce) I think we should all go back to bed its early
(Shawn) Yea I'm tired but let me shower and shave first
(Jessica) Can we stay in here with you guys
(Bey & Jay) Sure
(Jessica & Tavia) Yaeeee
(Beyonce) Ok get back in the bed

(Shawn POV)

I kissed Bey and the girls one more time before I went to shower and shave. Anyway after I finished taking a shower and shaving I climbed into bed with my family and went to sleep. It was the safest I felt while sleeping in a long time. I mean like I wasn't scared to fight while I was locked up, I was just a little scared to sleep. I didn't want anybody to try to sneak and get they feel on while I was sleep. I've seen some crazy stuff in jail these past 8 1/2 weeks. Now I'm not trying to sound weak or anything but is one place I never wana go back to.

TO BE CONTINUED..........
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Friday, July 6, 2012

Chapter 24 (Truth Is Part 1)

I'm sure y'all remember what happen last time and the story so here is now

(Beyonce POV)

After the girls finished recording we all went out to eat and then went home. The next day my mom was having a BBQ for the 4th of July and invited me the girls and Tyrese. Now I wasn't to excited about going but my mom asked if the girls could perform so I couldn't say no.

*At the BBQ*

(Jessica) Can me and the girls get in the pool until its time for the performance
(Beyonce)No Jessica its not good for your voices and if you don't believe me ask my dad
(Jessica) Ok

Jessica went over to play with the girls and Tyrese came over to me. I was sitting alone and I wasn't in a partying mood. Now everybody else was enjoying themselves laughing, joking around and swimming.

(Tyrese) Are you enjoying yourself
(Beyonce) Not really I can't keep mind off Shawn I really miss him
(Tyrese) I know I'm sorry I wish I could help but you know the system can be a bitch
(Beyonce) I know but did you get any food its plenty, I could make you a plate if you want me too
(Tyrese) Nawl I've already ate your mom said guess eat first
(Beyonce) I'm sorry I haven't been paying attention to you today my mind has been some where else today. I got a call from Shawn's lawyer and she said they are getting closer to closing the case. Shawn could go to prison for the rest of his life
(Tyrese) I'm so sorry but if you ever need someone I'm always gonna be here for you
(Beyonce) Thanks :-) but I should go get the girls ready for their performance
(Tyrese) Do you need help
(Beyonce) No its find I got it
(Tyrsese) Ok

I got the girls ready for their performance and before I knew it the girls was hitting the mini stage my father built for them and they killed it. After they were done my father called me over to meet some guy.

(Brad) Hey I'm Brad and I really liked what I saw I think the girls have a bright future ahead of them.
(Beyonce) Really?!
(Brad) Yea so I'm gonna need your number and I'll give you a call in a few days to set up a introduction performance
(Beyonce) Ok
(Brad) This performance will introduce the girls to world as the OMG Girlz
(Beyonce) Wow that sounds nice. Unm dad can you handle this I'll be right back
(Mathew) Sure go head

I gave him my number and my excitement turned into sadness when I realized Shawn may not be able to watch his daughter real performance  and it was fault. So I excused myself and went into the house and Tyrese followed me.

(Tyrese) Is everything alright
(Beyonce) Yea everything is find its just I really miss Shawn

Tyrese and I talked for about 20 minutes its like he always know what to say. By the end of the conversation I was feeling better

(Beyonce) Thanks for everything
(Tyrese) No problem I just don't like to see you upset. You have a beautiful smile and I like to see it
(Beyonce) *smiles*You are really sweet
(Tyrese) I like to think so
(Beyonce) I should be getting back to the party but thanks again
(Tyrese) Bey wait
(Beyonce) Yea

Tyrese took me by the arm and kissed me then pulled away

(Tyrese) Beyonce I love you and I want you to be my girl. You shouldn't have to deal with a jailbird he is stressing you out and I just want to make you happy
(Beyonce) Tyr-
(Tyrese) Wait let me finish I've been in love with you since the day I first laid eyes on you. So give me a chance to be your man and I promise to make it worth your wild
(Beyonce) Tyrese Stop! You can't be in love with me Shawn is your friend and my fiancé this can't happen I mean we can't happen. That kiss was inappropriate and I think you should leave I can tell we've been spending to much time together.
(Tyrese) But Bey-
(Beyonce) Just leave
(Tyrese) Well can I at lease call you tomorrow
(Beyonce) No

I couldn't believe him he was waay out of line. Anyway after he left I went back in the backyard to enjoy the rest of the party well at least try. When I walked outside I saw Solange holding Tavia back and Kelly holding Jessica back.

(Beyonce) What's going on
(Tavia Jessica Beauty and Star) ggshuhshdjxgnjcgkuhdcjf
(Beyonce) One at a time please
(Solange) They where fighting
(Beyonce) fighting?! Fighting for what
(Star) Jessica got mad because I asked Tavia if I could play in her hair
(Beauty) Jessica called Tavia hair a weave and tried to pulled her hair out
(Jessica) *crying* And then she attacked me she was pulling my hair biting kicking and scratching me
(Tavia) Well you shouldn't of pulled my hair.

I was pissed at Jessica pulled Tavia hair. Jessica know damn well I never put a weave in my daughter hair. Tavia is half Creole so she has skin like mine and her hair is curly like Ashley Everette and when straight it falls all the way down to her waist. And Jessica on the other end took after her father she has nappy hair and have to get it relaxed and her hair falls to her shoulders. So I see a little jealousy going on. I took Tavia away so I could fix her hair and I told Jessica to stop crying and go play with her friends. Soon after we went home and the next morning I went to visit Shawn. Now it was Sunday not his original visiting days so I was shocked when his lawyer called me down to the jail. When I got there Shawn was siting at the table waiting on me and his lawyer to arrive. I took the seat directly infront of Shawn since his lawyer was running late.

(Beyonce) Hey I miss you back at home
(Shawn) I miss being there how are the girls
(Beyonce) They are fine but they got into a fight at my moms BBQ yesterday
(Shawn) *laughs* A fight? What were they fighting for
(Beyonce) Its not important but anyway somebody from Columbia Records name Brad wanna sign the OMG Girlz and he said in a few days he will call me to confirm the girls performance
(Shawn) Thats great
(Beyonce) I wish you was gonna be there
(Shawn) Bey don't cry I need you to stay strong I'll be out of here soon
(Beyonce) *getting teary eyed* I'm sorry I'm trying to be strong but its hard I miss you so much and I can't help but think its my fault you're in
(Shawn) Don't blame yourself its my fault I shouldn't of went over his house. But Tyrese still around
(Beyonce) Yesterday he kissed me so I told him I couldn't see him anymore
(Shawn) He kisssd you
(Beyonce) Yea

I could tell Shawn was getting angry so I reached over the table and kissed him

(Guard) No touching
(Beyonce) Sorry
(Shawn) Fuck you!!
(Beyonce) Shawn thats not nice
(Guard) You know what fuck you too visiting hours are over
(Beyonce) Look what you done did
(Shawn) Its cool I'll see you Jessi and Tavi Friday right
(Beyonce) Yea

The visit last for about 10 minutes and I had to leave and I was sad. On my way out I saw Shawn's lawyer coming in.

(Gabriella) Hey Beyonce I'm sorry I'm late it was the NY traffic
(Beyonce) I understand but Shawn was just tooking back to his cell.
(Gabriella) Its ok I really didn't need to speak to him anyway I wanted to talk to you so do you wana follow me to my office its just around the block
(Beyonce) Sure!

*Gabriella's office*

(Gabriella) So I have had a private investor following you around for the last few weeks and I've been noticing you've been spending a lot of time with Tyrese
(Beyonce) Look I had nothing to do with Idris murder and Shawn didn't either
(Gabriella) Calm down I'm on your side remember 
(Beyonce) Sorry
(Gabriella) Its ok but the reason I brought you in is because I'm 100% sure Shawn is innocent and I'm about to prove it
(Beyonce) Omg really
(Gabriella) Yep but I need your help
(Beyonce) My help?!
(Gabriella) Yes which bring me back to your relationship with Tyrese. You two have been close since Shawn has been incarcerated right
(Beyonce) Yes he's been helping me out a lot but yesterday I told him I didn't want to see him again
(Gabriella) Ok imma need you too see him again invite him out to lunch
(Beyonce) I'm confused what's going on
(Gabriella) We have a witness that said witness the whole murder. He witness Tyrese killing Idris and Tyrese tried to have him killed because he tried to have him killed.
(Beyonce) Wait Tyrese killed Idris what
(Gabrielle) Yes
(Beyonce) Who is the witness
(Gabriella) His befriend Micheal. He saw the whole thing but the case is becoming he say she say so
(Beyonce) *crying* I can't believe this I  trusted him. He was around my kids and my family. He lied to me
(Gabriella) Ok I know you're upset but imma really need you to focus.
(Beyonce) What do I have to do to get him put behind bars.
(Gabrielle) We need you to get him to confess. We need you to get the truth out of him and if you can Shawn will be a free man as early as tomorrow afternoon
(Beyonce) How would I get him to confess
(Gabrielle) Tell him Shawn confessed to everything and the case is close. His friend Anthony helped him commit the crime so we took off 15 years of jail time from his sentence if he agreed to help us and of course he did. Anthony job is to convince Tyrese to tell you the truth which we are sure he will since he think the case is close.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Chapter 23 (Locked Up)

(Beyonce) What
(Shawn) I didn't kill anybody
(Officer) Well Idris was found dead in his home this morning and his neighbors said they saw you leaving his home last night
(Beyonce) He was with me last night
(Officer) *hand cuffing Shawn* Ma'am Idris was beat to death and judging by the swelling on his hand he had something to do with it.
(Jessica) What's going on
(Shawn) Nothing baby I'll be back go play
(Officer) Lets go

(Beyonce POV)

The officer took Shawn without another word and left me standing there. How was I going to explain to Jessica her father is going to jail for killing Tavia's father it was too much to handle. I told Solo to call all the girls parents and tell them to pick them up and I followed Shawn to the police station. I waited for about 4 hours before someone came out to explain to me what was going on and when she came out she told me to come back in the morning. I wanted to slap the shit out of her.

*The Next Morning At The Jail*

(Beyonce) What's going on
(Shawn) I've been charged with murder they said they have witnesses saying I was there Bey I could go to jail for a long time
(Beyonce) *crying* But when we left he was fine
(Shawn) Shhhh I don't want you in any trouble but yes I know that's why I got a lawyer I'll be out of here today I want you to pay the bail and I'll see you later go home and get some rest
(Beyonce) Ok

I paid Shawn's bail and they said its gonna take a few hours to process so I went home. Then around 6pm I got a phone call from Shawn's lawyer and she told me they denied his bail because now they have proof. I immediately started crying because my fiancé was being accused of a crime he didn't commit.
As the days went on I was becoming more and more stressed trying to raise Jessica and Tavia and worry about Shawn then on top of that I had a funeral to plan I mean he is Tavia's dad. Anyway I was becoming to stressed so I went over my moms house.

(Tina) Have you been eating these last few weeks it looks like your loosing weight and you look a little pale
(Beyonce) Yes I've been eating
(Solange) Shawn have been locked up for two weeks and Bey ate maybe 3 times since
(Beyonce) Solange
(Tina) Baby you need to eat
(Beyonce) I'm not hungry
(Tina) Mat can you heat her up some of the food from yesterday
(Mathew) Sure
(Beyonce) I'm not hungry
(Tina) But you are gonna eat now Bey are you sure Shawn didn't kill him
(Beyonce) Yes mom he was fine when we left.
(Tina) So when can you see him
(Beyonce) They said starting this Friday he can start having visitors so I'm going to take Jessica to see him.
(Tina) Ok imma keep the girls for you tonight and I want you to go out and get some air and have some fun before you start losing your hair
(Beyonce) How am I suppose to have fun when my fiancé is in jail
(Tina) Call Kelly

I ate the food and then I called Kelly, only because my mom told me to. Kelly said she would meet me at this small bar in a few minutes so I left to go meet her. When I got into the club I was already on my second drink when Kelly called and told me she couldn't make it. So I stayed at the table alone and I got lost in my thoughts and soon the tears started falling.

(Tyrese) Beyonce?!
(Beyonce) *sniffs* What
(Tyrese) Is everything ok

Tyrese was one of my clients before I left the law firm. He wasn't in any trouble with the law it was basically business. Anyway y'all may know Tyrese from movies like Baby Boy or Waist Deep or maybe y'all listened to some of his music. Anywho when I was working for him he was constantly flirting but I didn't pay him any mind because of Shawn.

(Beyonce) Yea
(Tyrese) You suck at lying *sitting next to Bey*
(Beyonce) *crying*
(Tyrese) I didn't mean to make you cry
(Beyonce) *sniffs* Its not you I just have a lot going on right now and think I've had to much to drink
(Tyrese) Well judging by the 4 empty glasses on the table I'll say you had enough too. But I heard what happen and I'm sorry
(Beyonce) You don't even know half the story
(Tyrese) Well I'll listen if you want to tell me.
(Beyonce) My fiancé is in jail for a crime he didn't commit. He's being accused of killing my daughters father and to make matters worst I haven't even told Tavia yet and I have to plan his funeral and I don't even like him actually I hate him.
(Tyrese) Ok how about you come out with me tonight and I'll get your mind off everything
(Beyonce) Thanks but I should be getting home and I'm a little drunk so I don't think that would be a good idea.
(Tyrese) Well here take my number and if you ever need to talk call me
(Beyonce) I will

After talking to Tyrese I didn't feel any different so I picked up the girls and went home I needed to talk to Tavia anyway.

(Beyonce) Tavia I need to tell you something
(Tavia) What is it
(Beyonce) Its about your dad
(Tavia) I miss my dad can I go see him
(Jessica) I miss mine too
(Beyonce) I miss him too Jessi we can see him Friday
(Jessica) really
(Beyonce) Yea
(Tavia) Can I see my daddy too
(Beyonce) Tavi-
(Solange) Somebody on the phone and it sounds important
(Beyonce) Ok here I come. We'll talk tomorrow get in the bed
(Jessica) I'm sleeping with Tavia tonight
(Beyonce) Ok

I can't tell Tavia about her father I just can't do it.

Phone Conversation

(Beyonce) Hello
(Tyrese) How are you
(Beyonce) I'm ok who is this
(Tyrese) Tyrese
(Beyonce) How did you get my house number
(Tyrese) I have my ways but whats going on
(Beyonce) Nothing I was just about to go to bed
(Tyrese) Oh well can we talk for a minute
(Beyonce) Ok

Tyrese and I talked for a good while and he made me feel a little better
******************************

6 weeks later

Shawn has been in jail for 8 weeks now and me and the girls have been visiting him every friday. Shawn is waiting for his trial to start and its not looking good for him to be honest because of the witnesses. These 8 weeks without Shawn has been hell but Tyrese has been keeping me company and helping me out with the girls. Now calm down its nothing going on he's just being a good friend and right now thats what I need. I told Shawn about Tyrese and actually Shawn and Tyrese are friends from the music side and I found out that Shawn referred Tyrese to me and thats how he became client. Anyway I don't know what I would do with out Tyrese help to be honest. I've been busy with my music and helping Jessica with hers and its been hard on all of us except Tavia because I still haven't told her about her daddy because his mother ended up burying him. Anyway I'm going into the studio today and Tyrese is suppose to meet me there so he can watch Tavia while I work with the OMG Girlz

(Tyrese POV)

(Tyrese) Man I know what I did I don't need you reminding me
(Micheal) A innocent man is about to go to jail for something you did
(Tyrese) Look Idris had it coming he owe me money. Plus I didn't mean to kill him it was an accident
(Micheal) And blaming it on Jay
(Tyrese) What choice did I have
(Micheal) Tell the truth or at lease tell Bey the truth you murdered her childs father and you're letting her fiancé take the blame for it.
(Tyrese) Well he won't be her fiancé for long when he go to prison Bey will marry me
(Micheal) This not right and I'm tired of lying for you
(Tyrese) So what are you gonna do snitch
(Micheal)....
(Tyrese) Fine! Anthony!!!
(Anthony) Yea
(Tyrese) Take care of him for me
(Anthony) Sure

Micheal have been my boy for years but you know what snitches get. Anyway once Micheal was out the picture I went to meet Bey.

(Tyrese) What's up Bey
(Beyonce) What took you so long
(Tyrese) I had some business to take care of. But where is Tavia I brought Connect 4
(Beyonce) She's over there but break time Imma whoop you in Connect 4
(Tyrese) I doubt it

Now I hated lying to Bey but I'm in love with her actually I've been in love with her since the first time I laid eyes on her and I can't loose her. But also I can't stop thinking about that night. When I got to Idris house it was around 3am and his door was already unlocked so I walked right in.  He was sitting in his living room watching tv and I noticed he had already been beat up which was perfect. Anyway I asked him what happen he told me about Shawn then I asked him about my money and he said he had it but Shawn stole it and I knew that was a lie. Now I hate liars so me and Anthony beat his ass I didn't know I was gonna kill him. So the next morning I called the cops and now I'm here with the woman of my dreams.

TO BE CONTINUED.......
Excuse the typos and comment

Monday, July 2, 2012

Chapter 22 (I Do)

Ok I'm sure y'all remember what happen last time so here is now.

(Beyonce) Ok
(Shawn) I'm listening
(Beyonce) Truth is I've been seeing Idris again but its not what you think I promise its only friendship
(Solange) How is it friendship if he's hitting you
(Shawn) What the fuck he's hitting you again and you're still putting up with this nigga
(Beyonce) Solange can I talk to Shawn alone please
(Solange) Fine.
(Shawn) Bey why are you letting him do this to you
(Beyonce)........
(Shawn) Bey

(Beyonce POV)

We were interrupted by my phone.

(Shawn) Beyonce don't answer that phone
(Beyonce) Its Idris
(Shawn) Give me the phone
(Beyonce) No I think we should talk first
(Shawn) No lets go for a ride
(Beyonce) Where to
(Shawn) Just come on

We drove for about 20 minutes before I realized where we were going.

(Beyonce) Shawn STOP lets go back home
(Shawn).....
(Beyonce) Shawn turn the car around.

Shawn was ignoring me and I was a little scared because I never saw Shawn this mad before, well besides when I took Jessica to see her mom. Anyway we arrived at our destination and Shawn jumped out the car so fast and I already knew what was coming next. Shawn knocked on Idris door and as soon as Idris opened it Shawn sent him flying right back into his house and I jumped out the car. I couldn't believe this was happening.

(Beyonce) Shawn please stop you're gonna kill him
(Shawn) Fight back you lil bitch. Yo weak ass like to hit on women but you to scared to fight a real man.

(Shawn POV)

I was sick and tired of his weak ass  treating Bey like a punching bag I was ready to teach his ass a lesson. My right fist went into his face followed by my left fist.

(Beyonce POV)

Idris was leaking blood and wasn't even trying to hit Shawn back. Even though I was enjoying every punch Shawn was giving to Idris I couldn't let this fight continue because Shawn looked like he wanted to kill Idris.

(Beyonce) Baby please stop you are going to kill him. Shawn STOP! think about Jessica.

Shawn finally stop hitting Idris and Idris regained his strength.

(Beyonce) Shawn look at your hand its bleeding
(Shawn) I'm fine lets go
(Idris) So you gonna bring yo lil boyfriend into our business. I hope you told him your little secret
(Shawn) Secret
(Beyonce) Baby lets go

Shawn and I started heading to the front door I was holding on to him so he wouldn't turn back around and knock some more life out of Idris. We stopped when Idris opened his mouth.

(Idris) Did she tell you she got an abortion
(Shawn) What?!
(Beyonce) Baby I was gonna tell you
(Shawn) Get the fuck off me
(Beyonce) Shawn

Shawn walked out the house and left me standing there. "What the fuck is wrong with you" I said to Idris before running back to Shawn. The ride home was awkward and silent and Shawn was pissed at me. When we got home Shawn didn't say anything to me he couldn't even look at me.

Later That Night.......

*In Bey and Jay room*

I sat next to Shawn on the bed in hopes of getting some type of response out of him since he haven't said anything to me since we left Idris house.

(Beyonce) Can we talk
(Shawn) ......
(Beyonce) Look at your hand *grabbing Jays hand* it's swollen you may need to go to the doctor. I'll get you some ice.
(Shawn) My hand is fine
(Beyonce) Are you speaking to me now
(Shawn) When were you gonna tell me and why tell him and not me. How do you think that make me feel and look and more importantly that was my child too we should of made that decision together.
(Beyonce) Shawn I'm sorry I was gonna tell you before we went over Idris house.
(Shawn) What if Solange never told me what was going on would you would of told me then
(Beyonce) No
(Shawn) Right how could you not-
(Beyonce) Shawn I couldn't tell you because I didn't want to loose you Shawn I love you more then life it self.
(Shawn) So why couldn't you just tell me you were pregnant
(Beyonce) Because I knew you would of wanted to keep him and I'm not ready for another child
(Shawn) Him? It was a boy
(Beyonce) I don't know but I still have the picture if you wanna see
(Shawn) Sure

I showed the picture of the ultrasound to Shawn.

(Beyonce) Its the little dot

I watched as Shawn looked at the picture and I was already feeling bad but when I noticed Shawn was getting a little teary eyed I felt even worst. Shawn let a tear fall from his eye and I wiped it. I then grabbed Shawn's face and with both of my hands and I brought him in close to my face we were almost touching foreheads. "I'm sorry" I said right before I kissed him.
Shawn laid me down on the bed and started deep kissing me. My guess is he forgive me because next thing I know we were both necked and he was placing warm kisses all over my neck and face. Then he wasted no time going in deep. We haven't had sex in a while so as soon as he went in it my body started to tremble I guess I missed his touch. He started thrusting slow and strong and this time I didn't say anything I just letted him him take his time. He thrust starting to become more powerful and painful but of course the pain turned into pleasure witched cause me to arch my back and let off soft moans. Soon after we both let out powerful orgasms. This time I was more careful so I wouldn't become pregnant again. Soon after we both went to sleep. The next morning I went to the store to pick up a few things then I went to pick up the girls from my moms house. They ended up spending the night because of all the drama yesterday.

*In The Car With Bey Jessi and Tavi*

(Jessica) Ummm Bey is it okay if I have a sleepover tonight with two of my friends from school
(Beyonce) Its ok with me but you will have to ask your father when we get home
(Jessica) Ok

When we got home I got both girls dressed and Shawn said it was ok for Jessica to have a sleepover tonight. When Jessica found out her plans for 2 girls turned into 7 and then Tavia wanted to invite her friends so 7 turned into 10. "Great" Anywho since we were having 10 girls over we needed to do a little shopping for games, prizes, movies, and snacks and other things. After that we all went out for lunch.

(Beyonce) So are you excited about the sleepover
(Jessica) Yes
(Beyonce) What about you Tavia
(Tavia) Yes!
(Beyonce) Shawn
(Shawn) What
(Beyonce) Are you excited about the party
(Shawn) Ch
(Beyonce) *laughs* Shawn
(Shawn) I'm serious who wants a bunch of little girls running around the house making a mess and breaking stuff
(Beyonce) Don't be a party pooper it will be fun. But can I ask you something
(Shawn) Sure
(Beyonce) You know I love you right
(Shawn) Yea
(Beyonce) Ok do you forgive me
(Shawn) Yea I forgive you
(Beyonce) Good because before I picked up the girls today I stopped by the store and picked something up for you
(Shawn) You did
(Beyonce) Yea

I walked over to Shawn and with the gift I bought him. I then got down on one knee and...

(Beyonce) Shawn Corey Carter will you marry me
(Shawn) What I thought I was suppose to propose
(Beyonce) Well you did but I turned you down for my own selfish reasons so its my turn to get down on one knee and ask you. So will you marry me
(Jessica) Say yes daddy
(Tavia) Say yes Shawn
(Shawn) Sure I'll marry you Beyonce Gisselle Knowles.
(Beyonce) Good

I put the ring on Shawn's finger and he picked me up and kissed me. Tavia, Jessica, and the rest of the people was cheering. It was one of the best moments of my life I was engaged. After we settled down we ordered desert and left it was time for the sleepover.

*At Bey & Jay's house*

(Jessica) Ok everybody sit down daddy I want you to sit next to my new mommy. Is it ok if I called you mom now
(Beyonce) Of course it is
(Jessica) Tavi you can sit next to my dad and auntie Solo you and Daniel can sit next to Tavia
(Solange) Ok
(Tavia) He's my dad too
(Starr) That mean you two are sisters now
(Jessica) Thanks queen of the obvious
(Beyonce) Thats not nice she's your friend right
(Jessica) *kanye shrugs*
(Shawn) I don't see why y'all hang out with her Jessica is mean
(Jessica) Anyway everybody else can just sit. Me Starr and Beauty put together a show for my mom and dad to congratulate you on your marriage. Ok so anyway everybody this is Beauty, Starr, and I'm Babydoll and we are the OMG Girlz so enjoy the show.

(Beyonce POV)

When the girls started performing I was shocked they are really good to be 11 years old. Starr is T.I and Tiny's little girl and Beauty is Aaliyah's little girl. Yes I said Aaliyah we've became friends since the three sum now it wasn't by choice it was because our daughters was hanging out together. After the girls finished performing we hugged them and told them how good of a job they did.
(Tavia) Mommy can you sing now
(Beyonce) Sure
(The Girls) Yaaaaaaeeeeee

I was about to sing but was interrupted by the doorbell.

(Beyonce) I'll get it

When I opened the door I was shocked. So I called for Shawn.
(Officer) Shawn Carter
(Shawn) Yes
(Officer) You are under arrest for the murder of Idris Brooks
(Beyonce) WHAT?!

TBC...