Last time...........
(Beyonce POV)
Me and Shawn just finished having the best sex ever ohmygod. I didn't mind Shawn's telling me to be quiet because I was tired myself. So I laid in Shawn's arms and as soon as I closed my eyes I heard Solo and Jessica knocking and yelling through the door. I grabbed my robe and Shawn put on his and we answered the door.
(Beyonce) Solo what's wrong why are you crying where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) I'm sorry Bey
(Jessica) It was a mistake
(Beyonce) *cryings* Where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) Iii--
(Beyonce) SOLANGE!!!
(Solange) Jessica pushed Tavia into the water and she starting drowning they rushed her to the hospital.
When Solange told me that my whole body went numb and I just feel to the ground. I couldn't breath, see or hear. The only think I could make out was something about Tavia being underwater for about 5 minutes. My heart dropped and Shawn picked me up and we rushed to the hospital.
NOW.......
*At The Hospital*
(Beyonce POV)
Its really quiet in here all I could here was the beeping sounds of the machines that was hooked up to my baby. Shawn was sitting next to me holding my hand and Solo and Kelly was sitting in the corner. Jessica was outside in the waiting room with my mom and dad and as of right now i can't stand to look at her. I know she is just a kid but my kid is fighting for her life because of her. Anyway now that I know Tavia is in stable condition I was finally able to regroup myself and build up the courage to ask what happen.
(Beyonce) Ok can somebody please tell me what happen.
(Kelly) Beyonce I'm so sorry it was my fault I should of been watching them instead of being in the hot tub.
(Beyonce) Kelly what happen
(Kelly) I went over to the hot tub and -
(Solange) And Kelly told me to watch the girls and I was... I just dozed off for a second and when I came back to I realized Tavia and Jessica was not where I left them and by the time I spotted them I saw Jessica push Tavia in the pool.
(Beyonce) SOLANGE HOW COULD YOU FALL ASLEEP YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULD WATCH HER!! *crying*
(Shawn) Beyonce! Calm down
(Beyonce) Shawn please this is your daughters fault
(Solange)Beyonce I said I was sorry
(Beyonce) Solange sorry is NOT gonna fix this I trusted you with her
I guess Solange was hurt after I said that because she left out the room. I don't think I was being that harsh but I trusted her to watch my daughter and she fell asleep and now my daughter is in a hospital bed. To be honest after all Solange told me I could of slap the shit out of her so its a good thing she did leave. On her way out she let Jessica in "GREAT" I really didn't want to see her.
(Shawn) Jessica do have anything t o say to Beyonce
(Jessica) *bursting into tears* Beyonce I'm really sorry ok i didn't mean to -
(Beyonce) Just tell me what happen?!
(Jessica) * Looks at shawn* Daddy?
(Shawn) Beyonce you are scaring her. Please calm down
(Beyonce) *looses her cool* LOOK if Jessica was in Tavia position you would be furious too. I don't even know if she is gonna make it out of here alive....... *crying*
(Shawn) Beyon-
(Beyonce) *crying* Just STOP I don't care just leave. Everybody!
(Jessica) *Runs and hugs beyonce* OK I'm sorry I was mad because we had to leave the arcade early because she started crying about a bear. Then when we went to the pool she was acting like a big baby about the slides so I kind of forced her to go on them with me. We got on a few slides and then she started to whine about how she was tired and wanted to take a break I said no because I was in charge. Then she said I'm going back to sit by my TT so I grab her and said you can't I have to watch you and she hit me really hard in my stomach and I pushed her in the pool I'm really sorry I didn't know she was gonna drown.
(Beyonce POV)
At this point I was angry and I didn't want Jessica around me anymore and I guss Kelly noticed it so she grab Jessica off of me and left out the room. I couldn't believe what Jessica had told me it made me really upset. I just laid my head on Tavia's bed and cried. "LORD Please be with Tavia" I said in between my sobs. The entire room was quiet all you could hear was me crying and the beeping from the machines. Until the doctor walked in.
(Doctor) Hi Mrs. Knowles
(Beyonce) Hi, and its Ms.
(Doctor) Excuse me. Ms. Knowles. Tavia almost lost her little life but we got all the water out of her lungs and it looks like when she wakes up she will be fine.
(Beyonce) Thank God!
(Doctor) But by her being under water so long and because she is so small the water punctured her lungs a little so for now I want to keep her on a breathing machine for a few months. On the bright side the lung damage is not server so in a few months she should be fine.
(Beyonce) When can I take her home
(Doctor) We are going to run a few test on her when she wakes up to see how her breathing is but depending on what time she wakes up and how long the tests take she should be ready to go home tomorrow night
(Beyonce) OK thanks.
(Doctor) No Problem its our job and the way I love your new song Crazy In Love its my ringtone
(Beyonce) Thanks
I don't know if he expected me to laugh but I wasn't in the mood. But on the plus side knowing that Tavia was going to be okay made me feel a little but now I have to deal with Shawn. Jessica will not get away with what she did she need to be disciplined.
(Beyonce) Shawn we need to talk
(Shawn) Look Bey I know Jessica is sorry
(Beyonce) Not about that
(Shawn) Then what?
(Beyonce) You need to discipline her.
(Shawn) What you mean.
(Beyonce) Like spank her or take her cell phone or Ipod away
(Shawn) No Beyonce that's a lil harsh this is not all Jessica's fault. Tavia did hit her first and both of them shouldn't of been over there anyway.
(Beyonce) Shawn Jessica is 11 years old and Tavia is 5 I'm sure that little hit did not hurt Jessica. Shawn Jessica walks all over you, the way she talks to you is unacceptable. She needs to be punished what if she would of killed Tavia
(Shawn) But she didn't, Jessica has been through a lot so excuse her for being a little angry and Tavia is not an angel so what is her excuse. All Tavia's life she had everything handed to her on a silver platter. You where not on drugs, and Tavia was never almost traded for crack. Jessica has been through hell and back.
(Beyonce) I understand that Shawn but Tavia has had her share of bad things to. She had to watch me get the living shit beat out of me and that couldn't of been easy on her. But I bet you Tavia would never physically hurt Jessica on purpose
(Shawn) She said it was a mistake
(Beyonce) How do you accidentally push someone in 6 feet water
(Shawn) OK Beyonce what do you suggest i do?
(Beyonce) Spank her beat her little ass
(Shawn) Well I'm sorry Beyonce I just don't believe in spanking my child.
(Beyonce) Well then I don't wont Tavia and Jessica hanging around each other anymore. Jessica is to much of a bad influence
(Shawn) Ok you are over reacting. Jessica said she was sorry. Plus they are practically sisters
(Beyonce) I'm sorry I don't want Jessica and Tavia around each other anymore
(Shawn) Well me and Jessica is a whole package so if Jessica is not allowed around your family then I'm not either
(Beyonce).......
(Shawn) Is this what you want?
I just remained silent and I guess he took the hint and left. I didn't want him to leave but he really need to get his daughter in check. Before he got completely out the door I called after him and I noticed Solange was on her way in.
(Solange) Bey can I talk to you?
(Beyonce) Not right now Solange, I just wana be alone. We can talk when Tavia get out of here.
(Solange) Its important Bey please I really need to talk to you now.
Lord knows I really didn't want to talk to Solange right now but I could see in her eyes that something was wrong.
(Beyonce) Shawn just don't leave. Please just wait in the waiting room
(Shawn) Its okay we can finish talking later. Imma take Jessica over to my mother's house and I'll be back
(Beyonce) Ok
Shawn left and Solange came in and sat down and started crying and it scared me. It scared me so much I forgot I was even mad at her. I took my baby sister into my arms and held her until she was able to talk
(Beyonce) Solange what's wrong
(Solange) I'm Pregnant
(Beyonce) What!!!!!!!!!!
(Solange) Bey what am I gona do with a baby I'm only 19
(Kelly) What's going on in here
(Beyonce) She's pregnant
(Kelly) Do mama Tina know
(Beyonce) Solange is still living so my guess is NO
(Solange) I haven't told anyone yet
(Beyonce) Who is the father
(Solange) Daniel
(Beyonce) Do he know
(Solange) No
(Beyonce) Solange you have to tell him
(Solange) I'm scared
(Kelly) You're gonna have to tell your parents too and they are gona pissed
(Beyonce) Yea you know Daddy Don't like Daniel
(Solange) I know. Beyonce I don't know what imma do. I can't have a baby at 19
(Beyonce) Well Solo you should of thought of that before you laid down and got pregnant. This baby is gonna be your responsibility now.
(Solange) I'm 19
(Beyonce) O well I was 20 when I had Tavia. You have to grow up now
(Solange) It was different with you, you were already married. Marriage hasn't even crossed our minds yet
(Beyonce) You need to talk to him because abortion is not an option
(Solange) I know
We all talked until we fell asleep and during the middle of the night Shawn came back in and apologized and said he handled Jessica. He told me he took away her phone and Ipod and that made me feel a little better. The next day I was woken up by the doctor he said he wanted to take Tavia out for some test since she was finally awake. I gave him my permission and Shawn left to go pick up Jessica. I went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up as best as I could with the small bar of soap and tiny toothbrush they gave me. By the time I was finished the doctors was back with Tavia and her results. He said that the water did more damage to her lungs then he thought and that she may have develop Asthma and as soon as he said that I was once again in tears. The doctor told me not to get upset because he wasn't sure and wasn't gonna be sure until the rest of Tavia's tests came back. I calmed myself down and he told me to take Tavia home and get some rest, he said he would call me when the other test come back.
(Tavia) Mommy
(Beyonce) *kisses her* Hey baby, how are you feeling?
(Tavia) I'm fine but can we go home now I'm tired of sitting in here.
(Kelly) Well you sure bounce back fast. You look fine to me
(Tavia) *Starts coughing* Mommy it hurts when I cough
(Beyonce) I know baby its gona hurt for a few days
(Tavia) What's ASSA
(Beyonce) You mean Asthma
(Tavia) Yes
(Beyonce) It makes it a little difficult to breath
(Tavia) Its jessica fault.
(Beyonce) But you hit her first, why did you do that?
(Tavia) Cause she kept grabbing and telling me to get on the black slide and I didn't want to
(Beyonce) Tavia I told you to never put your hands on anyone unless they hit you first. You should of told Kelly or Solange
(Tavia) I'm sorry. But Jessi didn't have to push me
(Beyonce) *giggles* You are too much well she said she was sorry and she loves you.
(Tavia) So
(Beyonce) Tavia that's not nice
(Tavia).........
That little girl is really something else but at least she respects me. I started packing up everything so we can go home and I was almost done when Shawn walked in with Jessica who was listening to her Ipod and had her phone in her hand. I kind of got pissed all over again and could tell Shawn noticed it because he kissed me. Then he said I did what you ask and I took away her phone and Ipod for the night. I really didn't have the energy to argue so I said what ever. Then he drove me home and he went his way and I went mine.
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(Shawn 's POV)
Its been a few weeks since the incident and me and Beyonce are still not on good terms. I guess she don't like the way I discipline Jessica. To be honest I don't care Jessica is my daughter and I will raise her like I want to. Even though our relationship isn't at its best place right now Bey still invited me and Jessica over for Tavia's birthday party. At first i was hesitant about letting Jessica go because I knew the way Bey felt about her but I wanted to see Beyonce. We really needed to talk because even though we didn't break up we was still very distant from each other.
(Beyonce POV)
These kids has literally had me on my feet all day it is at lease15 of them and all the parents decided to leave. It's Tavia 6th birth party and all the kids here are 3 to age 11 so yes I have my hands fulls. Anyway I'm watching some of them swim while Kelly was playing games with the kids who was to small to swim. Solo on the other hand was being greedy and eating everything in sight. She finally had built up the courage to tell Daniel and our parents about the baby. Of course my parents flipped out but Daniel proposed to her. Even though I think my sister is to young for marriage I was happy for her. Now on a not so pleasant note I let idris come to the party because it was his daughter 6th birthday. He was on the grill and barely said a word to me which was fine with me. Tavia was dancing to the music and enjoying herself finally. Every since the incident she will not come within 10 feet of a pool which again was ok with me. She really looked like she was having fun and I was having fun to. To be honest this is the most fun we've had since I found out Tavia did have Asthma and it broke my heart. We both are learning how to deal with it but its hard at times because every time she cough I get scared. Anyway we were enjoying ourselves until i heard the door bell ring. I told kelly to keep a close eye on the kids while I go get the door. I open the door too see Jessica and Shawn standing with two big gift bags.
(Jessica) HEEYYY Beyonce
(Beyonce) Hey sweetie *Hugs her*
(Shawn) Hey B
(Beyonce) HI :) * hugs him*
(Shawn) Where do I put these
(Beyonce) In the livingroom
(Tavia) Hi Shawn. Hi Jessi
(Jessica) Heyy Tavia Happy birthday
(Shawn) Hi Tavia happy birthday
(Tavia) Thanks... Mommy I'm hungry
(Beyonce)Ok go wait for me outside I'll be right there
(Tavia) Ok
(Shawn) Jessica you go with her
(Jessica) Ok
(Beyonce) We need to talk
(Shawn) I know. Beyonce I love you and I don't want you to be mad at me any more. I'm sorry if I don't discipline Jessica like you want me to but she is my daughter.
(Beyonce) I know but if she is gonna be here with me I'm gonna discipline her if she do wrong.
(Shawn) Beyonce you will not put your hands on her I don't spank my kids
(Beyonce) I understand that and I won't put my hands on her but she will be punished if she do wrong just like Tavia will be
(Shawn) I--
*SMASH*
(Beyonce) What was that
(Tavia) *screams* MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Jessica) I didn't mean too!!!!!!!!!!!!
To Be Continued......
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Monday, June 4, 2012
Chapter 12 (It's Always Something)
Last Time...
(Beyonce) Look I'm sorry I just don't want everyone in our business because as soon as we do rumors will start to fly and I don't want that to ruin our relationship. I want people to know about us without knowing about our personal like.
(Shawn) Ok. I understand.
(Beyonce) Really?!
(Shawn) Yes!!
(Beyonce) Good.
(Shawn) I have something to tell you
(Beyonce) Tell me
(Shawn) Tasha is getting released from rehab tomorrow and she is clean.
(Beyonce) That is really good I'm happy for her
(Shawn) There is more
(Beyonce) Ok...
(Shawn) She asked to come stay with me
(Beyonce) Oh
(Shawn) She don't have anywhere else to go
(Beyonce) Can't you just buy her a condo
(Shawn) Yea I can but I want her to stay with me at lease a month so I can watch her. I don't want her to go back to her old ways.
(Beyonce) I-
(Shawn) Its only for a month. Beyonce I love you. There is nothing to worry about.
(Beyonce) Ok.
Shawn kissed me and told me not to worry but I couldn't help but to worry. She is his ex-girlfriend and so I can't help but to worry and be jealous. I told him ok and went back to eating my dinner. Even though I really didn't want this I couldn't tell him no because he probably would let her come anyway. I just erased the image of them two getting back together and enjoyed the rest of my meal
Now.........
*Jay's House*
(Shawn) Tasha I said you could live here but I'm not your maid you really gonna have to start cleaning up after yourself
(Tasha) I mean like I know you not but you do have maids here
(Shawn) I know I do but they work for me not you so pick your shit up
(Tasha) Fine! I don't want to be a pain in the ass
(Shawn) Too late!
(Tasha) I heard that
(Shawn) I know *walking away*
(Shawn POV)
Tasha has only been here a few days and she is already working on my last good nerve. She don't clean and she is always whining. When I asked her to stay here with me I didn't know it was gona be like having a 5 year old around. "Oh wait I'm insulting Tavia" Anyway I was tired of Tasha's bullshit so I decided to wait for Beyonce in my bedroom.
(Beyonce POV)
I was on my way over Shawn's house but I wasn't to excited about it. Tasha is nothing but a headache. Every time I come over she pretends we're bestfriends and she stay in my face, and on top that she always goes behind my back when it comes to Tavia. For example I told Tavia no she couldn't have anymore candy and Tasha gave her some plus ice-cream. Then I was the one up with Tavia all night when she was puking her brains out and whining about her stomach. Sometimes I wish I could pop Tasha right in her face but imma follow the "Golden Rules" and deal. Now Tasha is really beautiful she is around 5'6 and has really pretty dark skin. She has a really nice shape and she is always flaunting it around I'll say she is about 140 pounds give or take a few I'll say she is a size 8. Now I'm not jealous because yes she is beautiful but honestly my curves alone shits on her whole look. Anyway I just arrived at Shawn's house.
(Tasha) Hey Bey, Hi Tavia
(Beyonce) Hey
(Tavia) Hi Tasha, where is Jessica
(Tasha) She is in her bedroom
(Tavia) Ok *heading to Jessica's bedroom*
(Beyonce) Where is Shawn
(Tasha) He is in his bedroom
(Beyonce) Ok
(Tasha) Wait Beyonce can I talk to you
(Beyonce) *fake smile* Sure
(Tasha) Come on lets sit on the couch
(Beyonce) Okaay
(Tasha) So Shawn tells me you don't cook
(Beyonce) I do cook
(Tasha) I don't mean fried chicken, I mean really cook. You know I can give you some lessons I know EXACTLY what Shawn likes..... and Jessica
(Beyonce) Hmmp Oh well thanks but no thank you. I think I'm handling him just well. Oh and Jessi too. I have everything under control,
(Tasha) Ok well if you ever need any help call me. I know you wouldn't want anyone to still Shawn away I mean he likes to eat
(Beyonce) Oh don't worry about anything I'm sure every time cook for him he is satisfied enough... we both are. Anyway I'm sure he's waiting for me I should go
(Tasha) Ok nice talking to you, I'm sure we can finish our conversation later
(Beyonce) *laughs* No
I swear I can not stand that bitch. She think I'm stupid or something, I know she want Shawn back but it will never happen.
*In Jay's Bedroom*
(Jay) Hey baby
(Beyonce) Hey, you know I do not like that bitch
(Jay) *laughs* Calm down did she say anything to you
(Beyonce) Yea she offered me "COOKING" lessons
(Jay) I'm sorry Bey, she is only gonna be here a few more weeks. You have nothing to worry about
(Beyonce) Oh I'm not worried
(Jay) Good *kisses Bey*
(Shawn's POV)
I started tonging Beyonce down. Tasha is beautiful and any guy would kill to be with her but I'm with Beyonce now I would never go down that route with Tasha again. Beyonce really has nothing to worry about. Anyway this passionate kiss I was sharing with Beyonce instantly got me hard so I laid Bey back on the bed and climb on top of her. I was really ready for her until I got a knock on the door.
(Jay) Uggg YES!!
(Tasha) Could you come here for a minute
(Jay) I'm busy
(Tasha) Its important..... please Shawn
(Jay) Look Tasha I said I-
(Beyonce) Its fine go head
(Jay) But
(Beyonce) Just go. we can do this another time
(Jay) Fine!!
I went out the room to see what Tasha wanted and all she needed was the crackers off the top of the refrigerator. I was pissed the fuck off at this point.
(Jay) Tasha do not see all the help I have around this house. You could ask one of them to get the crackers down for you.
(Tasha) I know but I like the way you reach *pats Jay butt*
(Jay) Tasha stop!
(Tasha) Come on Bey is in the room. Kiss me. One time for old times. *Brushing against Jay*
(Jay) Tasha back off!! You now what you are driving me crazy. I'm about to take Bey and the girls somewhere for a few days and when I come back I want you gone.
(Tasha) You don't mean that
(Jay) Yes I do *pushing past Tasha*
I don't know what's wrong with her she is crazy. What we had was over a long time ago, of course I love her and I will always love her. But I moved on.
*Back in Jay's room*
(Beyonce) What did she want
(Jay) She wanted me to get something down for her
(Beyonce) Hmmp smh I think she want you back
(Jay) I think you're right, thats why I told her she had to leave.
(Beyonce) Really?! When is she leaving
(Jay) I don't know the exact date but we are leaving now and when we come back she will be gone
(Beyonce) Where are we going
(Jay) Lets go get a room for the weekend just you me and the girls. I'm tired of Tasha I need to get away and plus you and I need some alone time
(Beyonce) Well that's gonna be kind of hard when we have two little girls running around.
(Jay) Well lets invite Solange and Kelly so they can baby-sit while we get some alone time
(Beyonce) Ok
(Beyonce POV)
I kissed Shawn and then I called Solo and Kelly to see if they were ok with the plan and of course they said yea as long as they didn't have to spend any money. I told Shawn the good news and left. I went to pack and pick up Solo and Kelly and within a few hours we all arrived at this beautiful hotel. This hotel had just about everything in it from a play house for kids to a bar for adults. After we settled in Kelly and Solo took Tavia, and Jessica to the play house while Jay and I went to the bar.
(Beyonce) This is really nice
(Jay) I know. I want only the best for you
(Beyonce) Awwww *kissing Jay on the lips*
(Josh-The bartender) Hi I'm Josh can you guys some drinks
(Jay) Yea I'll take a glass of Ace Of Spade and keep it coming
(Josh) So you want me to start a tab for you
(Jay) Yep
(Josh) Ok. And for you
(Beyonce) I'll take a Strawberry Daiquiri light on the alcohol please
(Josh) Ok I'll have ya'll drinks ready in about 2 minutes
(Bey&Jay) OK
*2 minutes later*
(Beyonce) That was quick
(Josh) I said two minutes
(Beyonce) Ok LOL
Jay and I have been in here for almost a hour now and Jay is working on his 5th drink and he was drunk. I on the other hand only had 2 Strawberry Daiquiris both with light alcohol. I'm working on my 3rd one now with no alcohol. I was never really someone who drunk a lot of alcohol. Anyway me and Jay was enjoying our conversation until my drunk ex-coworker came over and interrupted.
(Ryan) Heyyyyy Beyyyyyy
(Beyonce) Hi Ryan
(Ryan) What going on beautiful
(Beyonce) I'm on a date
(Ryan) Ohhhhh *laughs* I didn't even see you man what's up
(Jay) Sup
(Ryan) I can't believe you Beyonce
(Beyonce) What I do
(Ryan) You finally let somebody into your pants girl. *turns to Jay* See man I been trying to hit this for a while she just wouldn't give it up. I guess she just don't like white guys she like black di*
(Beyonce POV)
Before Ryan could finish his sentence Shawn sent him flying across the room. I jumped out my seat "Shawn!!" I screamed. I couldn't believe Shawn just hit him, yes he was being really disrespectful but he was drunk. Next thing I know I saw Shawn pounding hi face into the grown. "Shawn stop he is a lawyer you will go to jail" "I don't give a fuck he shouldn't be so disrespectful" Shawn yelled back. "Somebody STOP him" I yelled looking over at Josh who watching the whole thing. "Josh are you gonna do something" I asked
(Josh) Sorry but my face is to pretty to be breaking up a fight
I couldn't believe he just said that to me. Now I wana beat his ass for being so stupid. Anyway finally a group of man ran over and broke up the fight and I took Jay up to the room so he could calm down.
*In the room*
(Beyonce) What where you thinking
(Jay) I don't know I'm sorry it was the drinks
(Beyonce) No need to apologize I love the way you stood up for me. I really appreciate it.
(Jay) No problem thats what I'm here for. To protect you *kisses Bey*
(Beyonce) *smiles* Here put this ice on your hand, it will help with the pain.
(Jay) Its fine I have something else in mind *smiling*
(Beyonce) Ok *biting her bottom lip*
(Solange) Knock Knock!!!
(Jay) Really twice in one day
(Beyonce) *laughs* Hush I'll get it
I opened the door for Solange, Kelly and the girls and they came rushing in.
(Beyonce) Did ya'll have fun
(Tavia) No
(Jessica) She is just mad because she didn't win a big bear like I did
(Beyonce) Awwww I'm sorry Tavia maybe next time
(Solange) Oh there wont be a next time. Never again will I baby-sit ya'll demon children
(Kelly) *laughs* They where not that bad
(Solange) CH- all they did was argue and fight. I have a headache now *flopping on the bed*
(Jay) How about if I take you back to the fun house Tavia and win you a bear just like Jessica's
(Tavia) No, Can we go get in the pool
(Jessica) Ooooww yes please
(Beyonce) I don't know, how deep is the water?
(Solange) Its like a playground and they only have one big pool but its used for floating only.
(Kelly) Don't worry they will be find. I wanna get in the hot tub anyway
(Beyonce) How are you gonna watch them and be in the hot tub
(Solange) They will be find I'll watch them but I'm not getting in the water. I just got my hair did
(Beyonce) What do you think
(Jay) Let them go we have some unfinished business anyway
(Beyonce) OK. But Jessica keep an eye on Tavia in the water please
(Jessica) Ok.
Solo and Kelly went down stairs to the pool with the girls and Jay and I stayed in the room to finish what we had started.
Meanwhile At the pool
(Solange) Ok ya'll imma be sitting right here do not go into the big pool with out permission ok
(Jessi & Tavia) Ok
(Solange) I don't even want ya'll near the big pool ok
(Jessica) OK
(Solange) I mean it
(Tavia) OK!!
(Kelly) I think they get it
(Solange) No cause Tavia lil ass is bad. She think just because I'm 19 she don't have to listen to me
(Tavia) Imma listen
(Kelly) Ok Ya'll can go play. I'll be in the Hot top
(Jessi & Tavia) K
(Jessica) Come on lets go up the slide
(Tavia) No I don't want to its to high
(Jessica) Stop being a baby and come on
(Tavia) I said noo
(Jessica) you are such a baby
(Tavia) No I'm not
(Jessica) Well go up the slide
(Tavia) Ok....
20 minutes later
(Kelly) I know you're not sleeping and you're suppose to be baby-sitting
(Solange) My bad I'm tired
(Kelly) Where are the girls
(Solange) Over there by the slide
(Kelly) No they are not!!
(Solange) What?!
(Kelly POV)
Me and Solo looked all over for Tavia and Jessica until I spotted them over by the big pool and as soon as I spotted them I saw Jessica push Tavia in. My heart dropped and I froze. I saw Solange start running towards them and I followed closely behind. We were at lease three minutes away it was a big pool area. I started calling for help and then I saw the life guard jump in. When me and Solo made it to the pool the life guard was still searching for Tavia. Me and Solange both was panicking and all Jessica kept saying was sorry. After a few seconds the life guard came up with Tavia and paramedics was rushing to grab her. They was performing CPR and withing in 2 minutes Tavia was coughing up a bunch of water but still looked really weak. She could barely keep her eyes open
(Paramedics) Are you the mom
(Kelly) *crying* No her mom is upstairs is she gona be ok
(Paramedics) Her pulse is really faint so we need to get her to the hospital fast. So you come with us and you go get her parents
(Solange) Ok. Jessica come on hurry
(Solange POV)
Kelly went with Tavia to the hospital and Jessica and I ran upstairs.
Meanwhile.....
(Beyonce) WOW that was nice
(Jay) Yea it was
(Beyonce) I-
(Jay) Shhhhhhhh lets try to take a nap before they come back
(Beyonce) Ok
(Beyonce POV)
Me and Shawn just finished having the best sex ever ohmygod. I didn't mind Shawn's telling me to be quiet because I was tired myself. So I laid in Shawn's arms and as soon as I closed my eyes I heard Solo and Jessica knocking and yelling through the door. I grabbed my robe and Shawn put on his and we answered the door.
(Beyonce) Solo what's wrong why are you crying where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) I'm sorry Bey
(Jessica) It was a mistake
(Beyonce) *cryings* Where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) Iii--
(Beyonce) SOLANGE!!!
(Solange) Jessica pushed Tavia into the water and she starting drowning they rushed her to the hospital.
When Solange told me that my whole body went numb and I just feel to the ground. I couldn't breath, see or hear. The only think I could make out was something about Tavia being underwater for about 5 minutes. My heart dropped and Shawn picked me up and we rushed to the hospital.
To Be Continued.........
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(Beyonce) Look I'm sorry I just don't want everyone in our business because as soon as we do rumors will start to fly and I don't want that to ruin our relationship. I want people to know about us without knowing about our personal like.
(Shawn) Ok. I understand.
(Beyonce) Really?!
(Shawn) Yes!!
(Beyonce) Good.
(Shawn) I have something to tell you
(Beyonce) Tell me
(Shawn) Tasha is getting released from rehab tomorrow and she is clean.
(Beyonce) That is really good I'm happy for her
(Shawn) There is more
(Beyonce) Ok...
(Shawn) She asked to come stay with me
(Beyonce) Oh
(Shawn) She don't have anywhere else to go
(Beyonce) Can't you just buy her a condo
(Shawn) Yea I can but I want her to stay with me at lease a month so I can watch her. I don't want her to go back to her old ways.
(Beyonce) I-
(Shawn) Its only for a month. Beyonce I love you. There is nothing to worry about.
(Beyonce) Ok.
Shawn kissed me and told me not to worry but I couldn't help but to worry. She is his ex-girlfriend and so I can't help but to worry and be jealous. I told him ok and went back to eating my dinner. Even though I really didn't want this I couldn't tell him no because he probably would let her come anyway. I just erased the image of them two getting back together and enjoyed the rest of my meal
Now.........
*Jay's House*
(Shawn) Tasha I said you could live here but I'm not your maid you really gonna have to start cleaning up after yourself
(Tasha) I mean like I know you not but you do have maids here
(Shawn) I know I do but they work for me not you so pick your shit up
(Tasha) Fine! I don't want to be a pain in the ass
(Shawn) Too late!
(Tasha) I heard that
(Shawn) I know *walking away*
(Shawn POV)
Tasha has only been here a few days and she is already working on my last good nerve. She don't clean and she is always whining. When I asked her to stay here with me I didn't know it was gona be like having a 5 year old around. "Oh wait I'm insulting Tavia" Anyway I was tired of Tasha's bullshit so I decided to wait for Beyonce in my bedroom.
(Beyonce POV)
I was on my way over Shawn's house but I wasn't to excited about it. Tasha is nothing but a headache. Every time I come over she pretends we're bestfriends and she stay in my face, and on top that she always goes behind my back when it comes to Tavia. For example I told Tavia no she couldn't have anymore candy and Tasha gave her some plus ice-cream. Then I was the one up with Tavia all night when she was puking her brains out and whining about her stomach. Sometimes I wish I could pop Tasha right in her face but imma follow the "Golden Rules" and deal. Now Tasha is really beautiful she is around 5'6 and has really pretty dark skin. She has a really nice shape and she is always flaunting it around I'll say she is about 140 pounds give or take a few I'll say she is a size 8. Now I'm not jealous because yes she is beautiful but honestly my curves alone shits on her whole look. Anyway I just arrived at Shawn's house.
(Tasha) Hey Bey, Hi Tavia
(Beyonce) Hey
(Tavia) Hi Tasha, where is Jessica
(Tasha) She is in her bedroom
(Tavia) Ok *heading to Jessica's bedroom*
(Beyonce) Where is Shawn
(Tasha) He is in his bedroom
(Beyonce) Ok
(Tasha) Wait Beyonce can I talk to you
(Beyonce) *fake smile* Sure
(Tasha) Come on lets sit on the couch
(Beyonce) Okaay
(Tasha) So Shawn tells me you don't cook
(Beyonce) I do cook
(Tasha) I don't mean fried chicken, I mean really cook. You know I can give you some lessons I know EXACTLY what Shawn likes..... and Jessica
(Beyonce) Hmmp Oh well thanks but no thank you. I think I'm handling him just well. Oh and Jessi too. I have everything under control,
(Tasha) Ok well if you ever need any help call me. I know you wouldn't want anyone to still Shawn away I mean he likes to eat
(Beyonce) Oh don't worry about anything I'm sure every time cook for him he is satisfied enough... we both are. Anyway I'm sure he's waiting for me I should go
(Tasha) Ok nice talking to you, I'm sure we can finish our conversation later
(Beyonce) *laughs* No
I swear I can not stand that bitch. She think I'm stupid or something, I know she want Shawn back but it will never happen.
*In Jay's Bedroom*
(Jay) Hey baby
(Beyonce) Hey, you know I do not like that bitch
(Jay) *laughs* Calm down did she say anything to you
(Beyonce) Yea she offered me "COOKING" lessons
(Jay) I'm sorry Bey, she is only gonna be here a few more weeks. You have nothing to worry about
(Beyonce) Oh I'm not worried
(Jay) Good *kisses Bey*
(Shawn's POV)
I started tonging Beyonce down. Tasha is beautiful and any guy would kill to be with her but I'm with Beyonce now I would never go down that route with Tasha again. Beyonce really has nothing to worry about. Anyway this passionate kiss I was sharing with Beyonce instantly got me hard so I laid Bey back on the bed and climb on top of her. I was really ready for her until I got a knock on the door.
(Jay) Uggg YES!!
(Tasha) Could you come here for a minute
(Jay) I'm busy
(Tasha) Its important..... please Shawn
(Jay) Look Tasha I said I-
(Beyonce) Its fine go head
(Jay) But
(Beyonce) Just go. we can do this another time
(Jay) Fine!!
I went out the room to see what Tasha wanted and all she needed was the crackers off the top of the refrigerator. I was pissed the fuck off at this point.
(Jay) Tasha do not see all the help I have around this house. You could ask one of them to get the crackers down for you.
(Tasha) I know but I like the way you reach *pats Jay butt*
(Jay) Tasha stop!
(Tasha) Come on Bey is in the room. Kiss me. One time for old times. *Brushing against Jay*
(Jay) Tasha back off!! You now what you are driving me crazy. I'm about to take Bey and the girls somewhere for a few days and when I come back I want you gone.
(Tasha) You don't mean that
(Jay) Yes I do *pushing past Tasha*
I don't know what's wrong with her she is crazy. What we had was over a long time ago, of course I love her and I will always love her. But I moved on.
*Back in Jay's room*
(Beyonce) What did she want
(Jay) She wanted me to get something down for her
(Beyonce) Hmmp smh I think she want you back
(Jay) I think you're right, thats why I told her she had to leave.
(Beyonce) Really?! When is she leaving
(Jay) I don't know the exact date but we are leaving now and when we come back she will be gone
(Beyonce) Where are we going
(Jay) Lets go get a room for the weekend just you me and the girls. I'm tired of Tasha I need to get away and plus you and I need some alone time
(Beyonce) Well that's gonna be kind of hard when we have two little girls running around.
(Jay) Well lets invite Solange and Kelly so they can baby-sit while we get some alone time
(Beyonce) Ok
(Beyonce POV)
I kissed Shawn and then I called Solo and Kelly to see if they were ok with the plan and of course they said yea as long as they didn't have to spend any money. I told Shawn the good news and left. I went to pack and pick up Solo and Kelly and within a few hours we all arrived at this beautiful hotel. This hotel had just about everything in it from a play house for kids to a bar for adults. After we settled in Kelly and Solo took Tavia, and Jessica to the play house while Jay and I went to the bar.
(Beyonce) This is really nice
(Jay) I know. I want only the best for you
(Beyonce) Awwww *kissing Jay on the lips*
(Josh-The bartender) Hi I'm Josh can you guys some drinks
(Jay) Yea I'll take a glass of Ace Of Spade and keep it coming
(Josh) So you want me to start a tab for you
(Jay) Yep
(Josh) Ok. And for you
(Beyonce) I'll take a Strawberry Daiquiri light on the alcohol please
(Josh) Ok I'll have ya'll drinks ready in about 2 minutes
(Bey&Jay) OK
*2 minutes later*
(Beyonce) That was quick
(Josh) I said two minutes
(Beyonce) Ok LOL
Jay and I have been in here for almost a hour now and Jay is working on his 5th drink and he was drunk. I on the other hand only had 2 Strawberry Daiquiris both with light alcohol. I'm working on my 3rd one now with no alcohol. I was never really someone who drunk a lot of alcohol. Anyway me and Jay was enjoying our conversation until my drunk ex-coworker came over and interrupted.
(Ryan) Heyyyyy Beyyyyyy
(Beyonce) Hi Ryan
(Ryan) What going on beautiful
(Beyonce) I'm on a date
(Ryan) Ohhhhh *laughs* I didn't even see you man what's up
(Jay) Sup
(Ryan) I can't believe you Beyonce
(Beyonce) What I do
(Ryan) You finally let somebody into your pants girl. *turns to Jay* See man I been trying to hit this for a while she just wouldn't give it up. I guess she just don't like white guys she like black di*
(Beyonce POV)
Before Ryan could finish his sentence Shawn sent him flying across the room. I jumped out my seat "Shawn!!" I screamed. I couldn't believe Shawn just hit him, yes he was being really disrespectful but he was drunk. Next thing I know I saw Shawn pounding hi face into the grown. "Shawn stop he is a lawyer you will go to jail" "I don't give a fuck he shouldn't be so disrespectful" Shawn yelled back. "Somebody STOP him" I yelled looking over at Josh who watching the whole thing. "Josh are you gonna do something" I asked
(Josh) Sorry but my face is to pretty to be breaking up a fight
I couldn't believe he just said that to me. Now I wana beat his ass for being so stupid. Anyway finally a group of man ran over and broke up the fight and I took Jay up to the room so he could calm down.
*In the room*
(Beyonce) What where you thinking
(Jay) I don't know I'm sorry it was the drinks
(Beyonce) No need to apologize I love the way you stood up for me. I really appreciate it.
(Jay) No problem thats what I'm here for. To protect you *kisses Bey*
(Beyonce) *smiles* Here put this ice on your hand, it will help with the pain.
(Jay) Its fine I have something else in mind *smiling*
(Beyonce) Ok *biting her bottom lip*
(Solange) Knock Knock!!!
(Jay) Really twice in one day
(Beyonce) *laughs* Hush I'll get it
I opened the door for Solange, Kelly and the girls and they came rushing in.
(Beyonce) Did ya'll have fun
(Tavia) No
(Jessica) She is just mad because she didn't win a big bear like I did
(Beyonce) Awwww I'm sorry Tavia maybe next time
(Solange) Oh there wont be a next time. Never again will I baby-sit ya'll demon children
(Kelly) *laughs* They where not that bad
(Solange) CH- all they did was argue and fight. I have a headache now *flopping on the bed*
(Jay) How about if I take you back to the fun house Tavia and win you a bear just like Jessica's
(Tavia) No, Can we go get in the pool
(Jessica) Ooooww yes please
(Beyonce) I don't know, how deep is the water?
(Solange) Its like a playground and they only have one big pool but its used for floating only.
(Kelly) Don't worry they will be find. I wanna get in the hot tub anyway
(Beyonce) How are you gonna watch them and be in the hot tub
(Solange) They will be find I'll watch them but I'm not getting in the water. I just got my hair did
(Beyonce) What do you think
(Jay) Let them go we have some unfinished business anyway
(Beyonce) OK. But Jessica keep an eye on Tavia in the water please
(Jessica) Ok.
Solo and Kelly went down stairs to the pool with the girls and Jay and I stayed in the room to finish what we had started.
Meanwhile At the pool
(Solange) Ok ya'll imma be sitting right here do not go into the big pool with out permission ok
(Jessi & Tavia) Ok
(Solange) I don't even want ya'll near the big pool ok
(Jessica) OK
(Solange) I mean it
(Tavia) OK!!
(Kelly) I think they get it
(Solange) No cause Tavia lil ass is bad. She think just because I'm 19 she don't have to listen to me
(Tavia) Imma listen
(Kelly) Ok Ya'll can go play. I'll be in the Hot top
(Jessi & Tavia) K
(Jessica) Come on lets go up the slide
(Tavia) No I don't want to its to high
(Jessica) Stop being a baby and come on
(Tavia) I said noo
(Jessica) you are such a baby
(Tavia) No I'm not
(Jessica) Well go up the slide
(Tavia) Ok....
20 minutes later
(Kelly) I know you're not sleeping and you're suppose to be baby-sitting
(Solange) My bad I'm tired
(Kelly) Where are the girls
(Solange) Over there by the slide
(Kelly) No they are not!!
(Solange) What?!
(Kelly POV)
Me and Solo looked all over for Tavia and Jessica until I spotted them over by the big pool and as soon as I spotted them I saw Jessica push Tavia in. My heart dropped and I froze. I saw Solange start running towards them and I followed closely behind. We were at lease three minutes away it was a big pool area. I started calling for help and then I saw the life guard jump in. When me and Solo made it to the pool the life guard was still searching for Tavia. Me and Solange both was panicking and all Jessica kept saying was sorry. After a few seconds the life guard came up with Tavia and paramedics was rushing to grab her. They was performing CPR and withing in 2 minutes Tavia was coughing up a bunch of water but still looked really weak. She could barely keep her eyes open
(Paramedics) Are you the mom
(Kelly) *crying* No her mom is upstairs is she gona be ok
(Paramedics) Her pulse is really faint so we need to get her to the hospital fast. So you come with us and you go get her parents
(Solange) Ok. Jessica come on hurry
(Solange POV)
Kelly went with Tavia to the hospital and Jessica and I ran upstairs.
Meanwhile.....
(Beyonce) WOW that was nice
(Jay) Yea it was
(Beyonce) I-
(Jay) Shhhhhhhh lets try to take a nap before they come back
(Beyonce) Ok
(Beyonce POV)
Me and Shawn just finished having the best sex ever ohmygod. I didn't mind Shawn's telling me to be quiet because I was tired myself. So I laid in Shawn's arms and as soon as I closed my eyes I heard Solo and Jessica knocking and yelling through the door. I grabbed my robe and Shawn put on his and we answered the door.
(Beyonce) Solo what's wrong why are you crying where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) I'm sorry Bey
(Jessica) It was a mistake
(Beyonce) *cryings* Where is Tavia and Kelly
(Solange) Iii--
(Beyonce) SOLANGE!!!
(Solange) Jessica pushed Tavia into the water and she starting drowning they rushed her to the hospital.
When Solange told me that my whole body went numb and I just feel to the ground. I couldn't breath, see or hear. The only think I could make out was something about Tavia being underwater for about 5 minutes. My heart dropped and Shawn picked me up and we rushed to the hospital.
To Be Continued.........
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Friday, June 1, 2012
Chapter 11 (Crazy In Love)
Sorry it took so long to update but because of Revel and practice we have been busy this week but everything is back to normal now so enjoy
Last Time....
(Shawns POV)
I was so happy she forgave me so I picked her up and sat her on top of the table. I wanted her right now but of course she stopped me again.
(Beyonce) Shawn I can't do this
(Shawn) What why I thought-
(Beyonce) No I mean I can't do this here, this is our first time so I want it to be romantic. And this right here is not. So come on lets go back to my place.
(Shawn) Ok
Now.....
*AT Bey's house*
(Beyonce POV)
To be honest I've been waiting on this for a long time. Since the first time I laid eyes on Shawn I wanted him. I don't know if ya'll remember but the first time we met was at a party Idris took me to and that night Shawn's swag was on a million and I really liked that about him. Anyway after we arrived at my house Shawn wasted no time stripping me of my clothes and I wasted no time stripping him from his. After that Shawn pushed me on to the bed and started kissing me like never before and he crawled in between my legs with out breaking the kiss. I then felt one his long fingers go inside of me and it felt so good that I cried out. He added another circling the rim of my clit before forcing them both in with a sudden hard thrust.
(Beyonce) Please....
(Shawn) You want me to stop
(Beyonce) No!
(Shawn) Good cause I wasn't going to anyway
I smiled when he said that to me, I loved the way he took control. I was so wet my moisture is starting to slip down my thighs. If his fingers feel this good then his friend between his legs can only feel like any out-of-body experience. I swirled my hips around hoping to entice him. By this time he was driving me crazy my eyes were rolling to the back of my head. Once I gained control of myself I looked at him. He was starring starring down at my cooch as it was taking this rough finger-fucking he was giving it. He looks like he would wanted to swallow me whole if it was possible. Everything was going good until I heard Solange walking in with Tavia.
(Solange) BEYONCE!!!!!!!!!! Girl where are you. I'm returning your child!!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Shit.... umm Shawn stop lets finish this later *getting up*
Shawn pulled me back down and tighten his grip on me
(Shawn) No!! Lets finish it now
(Beyonce) Tavia is-
Before I could finish my sentence he started eating me. "OH MY God!" I grabbed the sheets on my bed and arched my back as my orgasm builds intensity. His big hands are holding my legs apart, spreading me open for his pleasure. All the pressure is making all the sensation more acute. Every thrust of his tongue into my cooch feels magnified ten times over. He eats like a man who enjoys it, like its a dessert and he doesn't want to miss any of the flavors. OMG it feel soooo good. I started crying out and I didn't care how loud I was. By this time I knew Solange knew what was going on but I didn't care. Actually knowing Solo could be listening turned me on even more. I know weird right, but anyway I felt him bite down and after that it was over. I came like a volcano, all my muscles clenching simultaneously. Even though I came he ignored it he continued to forcefully tongue my clit. It drove me fucking crazy I grabbed on to him and sunk my fingernails into his back. Within about 5 minutes I came again and it was even more powerful then the first time. He then picked he up and put me against my bedroom wall. My muscles are so loose from all the pleasure I could barely stand. Which I assumed he noticed because he put my back against the wall and hooked my legs around his arms.
This position left me open to him, my cooch was completely at his mercy. I instantly became horny all over again because he was so strong. He was holding me up with out breaking a sweat and it drove me crazy. I knew he was was about to enter me because he starting leaning in forward. I closed my eyes and he was almost there but he stopped.
(Shawn) Look at me Beyonce, I don't want you to close your eyes
(Beyonce) What!!
(Shawn) Look at me
I tried my best to do what he asked but my eyes had a mind of their own. Once I made eye contact with him, he went in deep. "FUCK!!!" I screamed out. With every thrust he made it felt like he was awakening nerve endings I didn't even know I had. He held me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he find his rhythm and once he did I matched it. He did one deep thrust then a few shallow ones and it made me wet as hell. "Faster Shawn" I moaned out. That was mistake because not only did he speed up he went in harder pounding me against the wall. I knew I was gonna have bruises after this but I didn't care. I didn't feel pain only pleasure and I was getting weaker by the second. This is what I needed someone who knew how to make love. Sex with Idris was nothing like this, Shawn made Idris look like a piece of shit. "I love you" he whispered into my ear. "I love you too" I said back. I guess he got happy when I said that because he went even deeper. Which caused me scream out again. He shushed me and kept thrusting. His hips piston back and forth as he forced himself deeper and deeper into my cooch. I closed my eyes again because I felt another orgasm coming.
(Beyonce) YesSSssssssssss
Yes was the only thing I could say as my orgasm crashes through me. It was 15 times better then the first one, and 10 times better then the second one. After that orgasm I came to the conclusion that no man in the world could satisfy me like he did. He was thrusting so hard it felt like he was stroking my spine. "Damn I coming" He said. I whimper as I felt him coming inside of me. I didn't worry about becoming pregnant because I was on the pill. I looked at him and saw his eyes rolling to the back of his head. After he finished he put me down and I instantly slid to the ground I couldn't move and my body was too weak for me to stand. I guess he was also to weak to stand because he went down right after I did. While we both laid on the floor I looked at him in disbelief I couldn't believe the sex we just had was real because it was that good. The only thing that forced me to believe was the fact that I couldn't move. The sex was perfect. We laid on the floor for about 10 minutes before I regained my strength. I sat up and as soon as I was about to say something I heard Solo screaming again.
(Solange) BEYONCE IF YOU DON'T BRING YOUR FAST TAIL OUT THAT BEDROOM AND COME GET YOUR DAUGHTER SO I CAN GO!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Shit!
(Shawn) You think she heard us
(Beyonce) Ummm yea
I got up off the floor and put on my robe so I could go see my sister. Shawn climb into my bed and went to sleep.
(Solange) Beyonce did you really have sex while I was out here
(Beyonce) No, where is Tavia
(Solange) You are a liar look at your hair and look at the way you walking girl who ever in your bedroom just put it down on you.
(Beyonce) STOP!! Where is Tavia
(Solange) She in her room sleep
(Beyonce) Ok. *yawns* I'm about to go lay down to I'm tired I'll see you tomorrow.
(Solange) Hmmmhm who in the bedroom Beyonce
(Beyonce) Nobody
(Shawn) BEYONCE WHEN YOU COME BACK IN CAN YOU BRING ME SOME WATER
(Solange) Oh so nobody in there
(Beyonce) Ok its Shawn
(Solange) OhMYGOD I knew it!! was the sex good
(Beyonce) Ok its really time for you to leave
(Solange) Ok but just tell me was it good
(Beyonce) Girl yessssssss
(Solange) OHMYGOD Bey!! You gotta call me and tell me all about
(Beyonce) BYE SOLANGE!!
(Solange) OK I'm leaving but you better call me
(Beyonce) Alright.
After Solange left I got Shawn some water and we went into the bedroom. It was around 10pm so after he drunk his water we both went to sleep.
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* 5 weeks later*
Jay and I have been growing strong and my first single Crazy In Love just dropped. It is number one on the Billboard Charts and I'm premiering the video on 106&Park today and Shawn is doing the interview with me today, because I was a little nervous. Also because my music career was doing so well I was able to quit my job at the law firm but my boss and I are still good friends
*106&Park* (BTW I DON'T KNOW IF YALL REMEMBER AJ & FREE FROM 106&PARK BUT THEY ARE THE ONES WHO IS DOING THIS INTERVIEW)
(AJ) Ok everybody lets welcome out JayZ
(Jay) What's up everybody * sitting on the couch*
(Free) Ok Jay we just seen you in Beyonce video for Crazy In Love
(Jay) Yea
(Free) Is there something you two wanna tell us
(Beyonce) *laughs* Like what?
(AJ) Like are you two dating
(Jay) We have-
(Beyonce) We are just friends
(Free) Ok, Is that what you was about to say
(Jay) Yep just friends
(AJ) Ok there you have it people ya'll can put the rumors to rest Jay and Bey are just friends.
After the interview Shawn took me out to dinner and I can tell he was upset because he was distant.
(Beyonce) Shawn talk to me what is wrong
(Shawn) Beyonce I thought we was more than just friends
(Beyonce) We are
(Shawn) So why didn't you say that on 106&Park today
(Beyonce) Look I'm sorry I just don't want everyone in our business because as soon as we do rumors will start to fly and I don't want that to ruin our relationship. I want people to know about us without knowing about our personal like.
(Shawn) Ok. I understand.
(Beyonce) Really?!
(Shawn) Yes!!
(Beyonce) Good.
(Shawn) I have something to tell you
(Beyonce) Tell me
(Shawn) Tasha is getting released from rehab tomorrow and she is clean.
(Beyonce) That is really good I'm happy for her
(Shawn) There is more
(Beyonce) Ok...
(Shawn) She asked to come stay with me
(Beyonce) Oh
(Shawn) She don't have anywhere else to go
(Beyonce) Can't you just buy her a condo
(Shawn) Yea I can but I want her to stay with me at lease a month so I can watch her. I don't want her to go back to her old ways.
(Beyonce) I-
(Shawn) Its only for a month. Beyonce I love you. There is nothing to worry about.
(Beyonce) Ok.
Shawn kissed me and told me not to worry but I couldn't help but to worry. She is his ex-girlfriend and so I can't help but to worry and be jealous. I told him ok and went back to eating my dinner. Even though I really didn't want this I couldn't tell him no because he probably would let her come anyway. I just erased the image of them two getting back together and enjoyed the rest of my meal
To Be Continued.............
Last Time....
(Shawns POV)
I was so happy she forgave me so I picked her up and sat her on top of the table. I wanted her right now but of course she stopped me again.
(Beyonce) Shawn I can't do this
(Shawn) What why I thought-
(Beyonce) No I mean I can't do this here, this is our first time so I want it to be romantic. And this right here is not. So come on lets go back to my place.
(Shawn) Ok
Now.....
*AT Bey's house*
(Beyonce POV)
To be honest I've been waiting on this for a long time. Since the first time I laid eyes on Shawn I wanted him. I don't know if ya'll remember but the first time we met was at a party Idris took me to and that night Shawn's swag was on a million and I really liked that about him. Anyway after we arrived at my house Shawn wasted no time stripping me of my clothes and I wasted no time stripping him from his. After that Shawn pushed me on to the bed and started kissing me like never before and he crawled in between my legs with out breaking the kiss. I then felt one his long fingers go inside of me and it felt so good that I cried out. He added another circling the rim of my clit before forcing them both in with a sudden hard thrust.
(Beyonce) Please....
(Shawn) You want me to stop
(Beyonce) No!
(Shawn) Good cause I wasn't going to anyway
I smiled when he said that to me, I loved the way he took control. I was so wet my moisture is starting to slip down my thighs. If his fingers feel this good then his friend between his legs can only feel like any out-of-body experience. I swirled my hips around hoping to entice him. By this time he was driving me crazy my eyes were rolling to the back of my head. Once I gained control of myself I looked at him. He was starring starring down at my cooch as it was taking this rough finger-fucking he was giving it. He looks like he would wanted to swallow me whole if it was possible. Everything was going good until I heard Solange walking in with Tavia.
(Solange) BEYONCE!!!!!!!!!! Girl where are you. I'm returning your child!!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Shit.... umm Shawn stop lets finish this later *getting up*
Shawn pulled me back down and tighten his grip on me
(Shawn) No!! Lets finish it now
(Beyonce) Tavia is-
Before I could finish my sentence he started eating me. "OH MY God!" I grabbed the sheets on my bed and arched my back as my orgasm builds intensity. His big hands are holding my legs apart, spreading me open for his pleasure. All the pressure is making all the sensation more acute. Every thrust of his tongue into my cooch feels magnified ten times over. He eats like a man who enjoys it, like its a dessert and he doesn't want to miss any of the flavors. OMG it feel soooo good. I started crying out and I didn't care how loud I was. By this time I knew Solange knew what was going on but I didn't care. Actually knowing Solo could be listening turned me on even more. I know weird right, but anyway I felt him bite down and after that it was over. I came like a volcano, all my muscles clenching simultaneously. Even though I came he ignored it he continued to forcefully tongue my clit. It drove me fucking crazy I grabbed on to him and sunk my fingernails into his back. Within about 5 minutes I came again and it was even more powerful then the first time. He then picked he up and put me against my bedroom wall. My muscles are so loose from all the pleasure I could barely stand. Which I assumed he noticed because he put my back against the wall and hooked my legs around his arms.
This position left me open to him, my cooch was completely at his mercy. I instantly became horny all over again because he was so strong. He was holding me up with out breaking a sweat and it drove me crazy. I knew he was was about to enter me because he starting leaning in forward. I closed my eyes and he was almost there but he stopped.
(Shawn) Look at me Beyonce, I don't want you to close your eyes
(Beyonce) What!!
(Shawn) Look at me
I tried my best to do what he asked but my eyes had a mind of their own. Once I made eye contact with him, he went in deep. "FUCK!!!" I screamed out. With every thrust he made it felt like he was awakening nerve endings I didn't even know I had. He held me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he find his rhythm and once he did I matched it. He did one deep thrust then a few shallow ones and it made me wet as hell. "Faster Shawn" I moaned out. That was mistake because not only did he speed up he went in harder pounding me against the wall. I knew I was gonna have bruises after this but I didn't care. I didn't feel pain only pleasure and I was getting weaker by the second. This is what I needed someone who knew how to make love. Sex with Idris was nothing like this, Shawn made Idris look like a piece of shit. "I love you" he whispered into my ear. "I love you too" I said back. I guess he got happy when I said that because he went even deeper. Which caused me scream out again. He shushed me and kept thrusting. His hips piston back and forth as he forced himself deeper and deeper into my cooch. I closed my eyes again because I felt another orgasm coming.
(Beyonce) YesSSssssssssss
Yes was the only thing I could say as my orgasm crashes through me. It was 15 times better then the first one, and 10 times better then the second one. After that orgasm I came to the conclusion that no man in the world could satisfy me like he did. He was thrusting so hard it felt like he was stroking my spine. "Damn I coming" He said. I whimper as I felt him coming inside of me. I didn't worry about becoming pregnant because I was on the pill. I looked at him and saw his eyes rolling to the back of his head. After he finished he put me down and I instantly slid to the ground I couldn't move and my body was too weak for me to stand. I guess he was also to weak to stand because he went down right after I did. While we both laid on the floor I looked at him in disbelief I couldn't believe the sex we just had was real because it was that good. The only thing that forced me to believe was the fact that I couldn't move. The sex was perfect. We laid on the floor for about 10 minutes before I regained my strength. I sat up and as soon as I was about to say something I heard Solo screaming again.
(Solange) BEYONCE IF YOU DON'T BRING YOUR FAST TAIL OUT THAT BEDROOM AND COME GET YOUR DAUGHTER SO I CAN GO!!!!!!
(Beyonce) Shit!
(Shawn) You think she heard us
(Beyonce) Ummm yea
I got up off the floor and put on my robe so I could go see my sister. Shawn climb into my bed and went to sleep.
(Solange) Beyonce did you really have sex while I was out here
(Beyonce) No, where is Tavia
(Solange) You are a liar look at your hair and look at the way you walking girl who ever in your bedroom just put it down on you.
(Beyonce) STOP!! Where is Tavia
(Solange) She in her room sleep
(Beyonce) Ok. *yawns* I'm about to go lay down to I'm tired I'll see you tomorrow.
(Solange) Hmmmhm who in the bedroom Beyonce
(Beyonce) Nobody
(Shawn) BEYONCE WHEN YOU COME BACK IN CAN YOU BRING ME SOME WATER
(Solange) Oh so nobody in there
(Beyonce) Ok its Shawn
(Solange) OhMYGOD I knew it!! was the sex good
(Beyonce) Ok its really time for you to leave
(Solange) Ok but just tell me was it good
(Beyonce) Girl yessssssss
(Solange) OHMYGOD Bey!! You gotta call me and tell me all about
(Beyonce) BYE SOLANGE!!
(Solange) OK I'm leaving but you better call me
(Beyonce) Alright.
After Solange left I got Shawn some water and we went into the bedroom. It was around 10pm so after he drunk his water we both went to sleep.
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* 5 weeks later*
Jay and I have been growing strong and my first single Crazy In Love just dropped. It is number one on the Billboard Charts and I'm premiering the video on 106&Park today and Shawn is doing the interview with me today, because I was a little nervous. Also because my music career was doing so well I was able to quit my job at the law firm but my boss and I are still good friends
*106&Park* (BTW I DON'T KNOW IF YALL REMEMBER AJ & FREE FROM 106&PARK BUT THEY ARE THE ONES WHO IS DOING THIS INTERVIEW)
(AJ) Ok everybody lets welcome out JayZ
(Jay) What's up everybody * sitting on the couch*
(Free) Ok Jay we just seen you in Beyonce video for Crazy In Love
(Jay) Yea
(Free) Is there something you two wanna tell us
(Beyonce) *laughs* Like what?
(AJ) Like are you two dating
(Jay) We have-
(Beyonce) We are just friends
(Free) Ok, Is that what you was about to say
(Jay) Yep just friends
(AJ) Ok there you have it people ya'll can put the rumors to rest Jay and Bey are just friends.
After the interview Shawn took me out to dinner and I can tell he was upset because he was distant.
(Beyonce) Shawn talk to me what is wrong
(Shawn) Beyonce I thought we was more than just friends
(Beyonce) We are
(Shawn) So why didn't you say that on 106&Park today
(Beyonce) Look I'm sorry I just don't want everyone in our business because as soon as we do rumors will start to fly and I don't want that to ruin our relationship. I want people to know about us without knowing about our personal like.
(Shawn) Ok. I understand.
(Beyonce) Really?!
(Shawn) Yes!!
(Beyonce) Good.
(Shawn) I have something to tell you
(Beyonce) Tell me
(Shawn) Tasha is getting released from rehab tomorrow and she is clean.
(Beyonce) That is really good I'm happy for her
(Shawn) There is more
(Beyonce) Ok...
(Shawn) She asked to come stay with me
(Beyonce) Oh
(Shawn) She don't have anywhere else to go
(Beyonce) Can't you just buy her a condo
(Shawn) Yea I can but I want her to stay with me at lease a month so I can watch her. I don't want her to go back to her old ways.
(Beyonce) I-
(Shawn) Its only for a month. Beyonce I love you. There is nothing to worry about.
(Beyonce) Ok.
Shawn kissed me and told me not to worry but I couldn't help but to worry. She is his ex-girlfriend and so I can't help but to worry and be jealous. I told him ok and went back to eating my dinner. Even though I really didn't want this I couldn't tell him no because he probably would let her come anyway. I just erased the image of them two getting back together and enjoyed the rest of my meal
To Be Continued.............
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