Chapter 21 (Flashback From Hell)

Last Time.. 

(Shawn) Whats going on

(Beyonce) Its a long story I'll tell you when I get back

(Shawn) wait do you really wanna marry me.

(Beyonce) Huh?

(Shawn) Did you forget I just proposed to you

(Beyonce) Oh I'm sorry I just got caught up in Solange drama

(Shawn) So do you

(Beyonce) I...... Mean
(Jessica) yess she doesn't I still love you bey
(beyonce) I gotta go.
(Shawn) look please answer the question before you leave don't worry about her.
(Beyonce POV)
Jessica made me feel like complete shit.
(Beyonce) umm I can't do this come on Tavia.

Now...

(Shawn) Beyonce can you wait? Talk to me

(Beyonce) Shawn I can't marry you at lease not yet. I'm sorry I have to go

(Beyonce POV)

I'm sorry I just couldn't marry him at lease not now like I just got a divorce. Anyway I went to go pick up Solange and Daniel then I went to Kelly house I wasn't really in the mood to go back home right now. Its a little after 10 and Tavia is sleep.

(Kelly) So what going on

(Solange) I'm getting a divorce

(Kelly) Already you haven't been married a year yet

(Solange) He's cheating 

(Kelly) Aww Solo I'm sorry

(Solange) Well don't be we were never in love we just got married because I got pregnant 

(Kelly) Oh.... Bey

(Beyonce).........

(Kelly) BEYONCE!

(Beyonce) What

(Solange) What's wrong

(Beyonce) Nothing

(Kelly) Somethings wrong you're a little to quiet

(Beyonce) Shawn proposed to me

(Solange & Kelly) What!!

(Beyonce)Yea he did it right before I left

(Kelly) So umm why are you sitting in my living room and not at home with your fiance 

(Beyonce) Cause I told him no

(Kelly) Why?! He loves you and you love him

(Beyonce) Because I just got a div-

(Solange) That is not the reason and you know it 

(Beyonce) It is

(Kelly) Its not but ok

(Beyonce) Can we just get some drinks flying

(Kelly) Its after midnight

(Solange) And you don't drink

(Beyonce) Well I wana drink tonight 

(Kelly) Ok

(Beyonce POV)

We drunk until about 3am and for the first time ever I was pissy drunk and since I was I couldn't drive. I called a cab and we left, when we arrived back home it was after 3am so I showed Solo to the guest room then I put Tavia to bed. After that I went into the bedroom I shared with Shawn I was kind of hoping he was sleep and of course he wasn't. 

(Shawn) Where were you

(Beyonce) I stayed at Kelly house for a little while

(Shawn) Ok I didn't hear pull in where is your car

(Beyonce) Still at Kelly's I was to drunk to drive so I took a cab

(Shawn) O.ok

Shawn turned his back on me and went to sleep. I knew he was mad and to be honest I don't blame him but I can't marry him well at lease right now. The next day Solange surprised us with breakfast I guess it was her way of saying "Thank you for letting me stay at your house". We are all sitting at the kitchen table and it is this awkward silence until Shawn broke it. 


(Shawn) Do you wana take Daniel and the girls into the room and eat so Bey and I can talk
(Solange) Sure. Come on ya'll 

(Beyonce) What's up

(Shawn) Why don't you want to marry me

(Beyonce) Shawn I do, its just Jessica she-

(Shawn) Don't worry about Jessica she will be find

(Beyonce) Ok. But I still can't marry you at lease not right now

(Shawn) Why not

(Beyonce) Because I just got a di-

(Shawn) Ok I've heard that before but I love you and I'm willing to wait.

(Beyonce) Thank you *kissing Shawn*

(Shawn) So what do you have up for the day

(Beyonce) Well I have to pick up my car then I have a few errands to run and I'll be back home later

(Shawn) Ok do you want me to come with you

(Beyonce) No I'll only be a few hours and Tavia and Jessica really don't need to come out today 

(Shawn) Ok

(Beyonce) Yep so I'll be back later

(Beyonce POV) 

I went upstairs took a shower dressed Tavia and I left.

(Shawn) Whats going on with your sister

(Solange) What do you mean *feeding Daniel*

(Shawn) I mean she's been acting strange 

(Solange) Because she wont marry you

(Shawn) That and I feel like she is hiding something from me

(Solange) Shawn To be honest I really don't know but What I do know is she is hiding something but she really do love you and it only one thing that would  keep her from marring you and that's..... well never mind.

(Shawn) No tell me

(Solange) I should go lay him down

(Shawn) SOLANGE

(Solange) If she's seeing Idris again she wont marry you but I doubt that

(Shawn) Right she would never

(Solange) Right. 

(Shawn) Ok Imma go take the girls out for lunch do you want anything

(Solange) No I'm fine

(Shawn) Ok

(Shawn POV) 

I know something is bothering Bey but I guess she'll tell me when she's ready. Anyway I grabbed the girls and left.

(Solange POV)

*Phone Conversation*

(Solange) Hello

(Beyonce) Hey Solo

(Solange) Where are you

(Beyonce) I'm on my way back home now where is Shawn

(Solange) He left a few hours ago and he took the girl

(Beyonce) Ok I'm 5 minutes away 

(Solange) Ok

I knew something was going on because she was trying to avoid Shawn so I checked on Daniel and when I came back down stairs Bey was walking in.

(Solange) Bey where have you been

(Beyonce) Shopping and now I'm tired so I'm about to go take a shower and take a nap

(Solange) When are you gona stop lying

(Beyonce) I'm not lying

(Solange) Then where are your bags

(Beyonce) They didn't have anything I liked now if you are done I would like to go shower before Shawn gets here.

(Solange) Bey wait!

(Beyonce POV) 

Solange grabbed my arm and it cause me to screech out in pain. Not loud but enough for her to notice my discomfort.

(Solange) Let me see your arm 

(Beyonce) No I'm fine

(Solange) Beyonce!

(Beyonce) I'm fine

(Solange) You're  not 

I was tired of lying to Solange so I showed her

(Solange) What happen to you

(Beyonce) .....

(Solange) Did Idris do this

(Beyonce).......

(Solange) Why are you letting him hurt you

(Beyonce) It was a mistake 

(Solange) What's going on

Well Solange see the bruise so there is no point of lying so I started telling her what happen.


*Flashback*


(Idris) Beyonce is that you
(Beyonce) What are you doing here
(Idris) I'm earning some extra money since you made me quit my job
(Beyonce) I didn't make you quit your job
(Idris) You did but anyway what are you doing here
(Beyonce) That's none of your business
(Idris) Where is Shawn
(Beyonce) He's not here
(Idris) And he don't know about this
(Beyonce)........
(Idris) Ch your still the same owe selfish Beyonce. Wait intil I tell him this
(Beyonce) NO YOU CAN"T
(Idris) Right because he love kids so if he found out you just aborted his second child he would dump your sorry ass and you'll come running back to me
(Beyonce) He would never and even if he did I would never come back to you
(Idris) So why are you scared to tell him
(Beyonce) I'm not 
(Idris) Yes you are because you know how he feel about abortion 
(Beyonce) I'll tell him when I get home
(Idris) No you're not
(Beyonce) I am
(Idris) I don't believe you
(Beyonce) And you don't have to. Im out of here
(Idris) Good and I'll call Shawn now
(Beyonce) No
(Idris) But I thought you was gonna tell him
(Beyonce) I'm not and you're not either
(Idris) If you want me to keep my mouth close its gonna cost you
(Beyonce) What do you want
(Idris) I can name a few things
(Beyonce) I'm not having sex with you
(Idris) Calm down I didn't say anything about sex
(Beyonce) So what do you want
(Idris) A friend 
(Beyonce) What?
(Idris) Just chill with me for a few months until I find a new job
(Beyonce) Thats it
(Idris) Yep starting today so lets go
(Beyonce) I can't I'm spending time with my family
(Idris) Ok so do you want me to call Shawn and tell him while you're on your way home or when I think you've made it home
(Beyonce) Fine I'll go
(Idris) Good


*Reality* 


(Beyonce) So that's it nothing more and you can't tell Shawn
(Solange) But he's hurting you
(Beyonce) It was an accident and it was my fault. I tried to leave early and he grabbed me and didn't realize his own strength. But he promised it would never happen again and its only for a few more weeks
(Solange) If he hurt you again I-
(Beyonce) He want
(Shawn) *calling from the other room* Anyone home
(Beyonce) *rolling her shirt sleeve back down* You can't say anything to him
(Solange) Bey-
(Beyonce) Solange promise me
(Solange) Ok
(Shawn) Whats going on in here
(Beyonce) Nothing we're just talking 
(Shawn) About what
(Beyonce) Nothing right Solange
(Solange) right.. :-/
(Shawn) Ok Imma let ya'll talk about nothing I'm about to  go work on a few songs in the studio 
(Beyonce) The basement studio or are leaving out again
(Shawn) The basement
(Beyonce) Ok 
(Jessica) Can me and Tavia come listen
(Shawn) Sure


(Beyonce) I promise I'll be find Solange
(Solange) Ok


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(Solange POV)


Its been a few weeks and Bey is acting strange again and just last night I could tell something was wrong with her because she was looking kind of funny. I couldn't keep her secret anymore because I knew he was hurting her again so I told Shawn everything except the abortion I knew Bey would want to tell him that herself. Anyway Shawn was pissed  of so he dropped the girls off at his mother house and now we're waiting on Bey to come in now.


(Beyonce) What's going
(Shawn) Why are you letting him hurt you
(Beyonce) What
(Shawn) Beyonce tell me the truth 
(Beyonce) *crying* I can't
(Shawn) What happen to no secrets 
(Beyonce) .............
(Shawn) Ok *walking away*
(Beyonce) I'm sorry
(Shawn) I think you should go back to your apartment
(Beyonce) What?
(Shawn) I finally realized why you wont marry me. Its because you're still in love with him
(Beyonce) Thats not true
(Shawn) So tell me whats going on
(Beyonce) Shawn I can't 
(Shawn) Well You should start packing *walking away*
(Beyonce) You promised you wouldn't say anything 
(Solange) And you promised he wouldn't hit you
(Beyonce) This was my business 
(Solange) I'm sorry
(Beyonce) What ever I need to pack and you should to
(Shawn) Actually Solange you Tavia and Daniel are welcome to stay here. Your just not
(Beyonce) Shawn look I don't want to loose you 
(Shawn) And I don't wanna loose you either just tell me the truth
(Beyonce) Ok


To Be Continued..........

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Chapter 20 (Proposal)

Ok ya'll lol that last post was pure comedy we did it to get ya'll to vote lol but anyway forget what ya'll read yesterday and enjoy the real post.


Last Time...........


(Solange) Daniel what are you doing home so early
(Daniel) They told me I could leave
(Solange) You are a liar 
(Daniel) What?
(Solange) I called your job looking for you. I was calling to let you know that I missed you since you've been gone three days now and guess what I found out when I called
(Daniel) .........
(Solange) They said you've been off work since Daniel was born. They said that you asked to be off so you can spend time with your family
(Daniel) Oh *heading towards the bedroom*
(Solange) Daniel where have you been these past three days
(Daniel) Look I'm tired and I want to go to bed
(Solange) Daniel where have you been!
(Daniel) LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE SOLANGE!!!
(Solange) What?


(Solange POV)


Ok PAUSE who the hell he think he talking to like that. O hell no he got the wrong one


Now..............




Ok PAUSE who the hell he think he talking to like that. O hell no he got the wrong one.


(Solange) So are you gona answer my question and I don't know who you think you talking to
(Daniel) Ok you wana know where I been at-
(Solange) I already know you was probably fucking some tramp
(Daniel) Yep now what 
(Solange) So you cheating. Daniel I want you to leave now
(Daniel) *laughs* I'm just messing with you. I left work early a few days ago to be with my brother, he is in the hospital
(Solange) And you couldn't call
(Daniel) I had no service in the hospital I'm sorry
(Solange) Why should I believe you
(Daniel) Because I'm your husband and if you don't believe me here take my phone you can call the hospital
(Solange) *sighs* I believe you
(Daniel) Good now where is my son
(Solange) He is in his room
(Daniel) Ok


(Solange POV)


It took everything in my body to not call the hospital, the only thing that stopped me was the simple fact he told me to call. If he was lying why would he do that right.


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3 months later


(Beyonce POV)


The first few months in our new home has been great. We all get alone fine and we are kind of like one big happy family I guess. Anyway its noon and Shawn and Jessica went to go get a microwave finally and Tavia and I stayed home because I wanted to talk to her about living with Shawn and Jessica. I know this conversation is a little overdue but I wanted to give her a chance to settle in before I put ideas in her head. I went into her bedroom and sat on the floor and she sat on my lap.


(Beyonce) So Tavia how do you like the new house
(Tavia) I love it
(Beyonce) Thats good. So what do you think about living with Shawn and Jessica? Are you ok with it
(Tavia) Well I like living with Shawn 
(Beyonce) What about Jessie
(Tavia) No she get on my nerves sometimes
(Beyonce) What about when she's not getting on your nerves?
(Tavia) Then I like living with her
(Beyonce) *laughs* Ok good are you ready to take a bath
(Tavia) Yes


I gave Tavia a bath and then I took a bath myself and made breakfast. By the time we finished eating Jessica and Shawn was coming in.


(Shawn) Hey Bey *kissing Bey on the cheek
(Beyonce) Hey did you get the microwave
(Shawn) Yep the people will be here tomorrow to put it in
(Beyonce) Ok so what are we doing today 
(Shawn) Well I want to take you and the girls out to dinner tonight
(Beyonce) Ummm could we stay in tonight? I really like being here
(Shawn) *laughs* Sure but since we are staying in tonight you have to go pick up dinner
(Beyonce) Can you do it
(Shawn) Nope I have to go to the studio today
(Beyonce) Ok so you need me to cook too
(Shawn) Yea it was your idea to stay in
(Beyonce) Fine!
(Shawn) Can you cook
(Beyonce) What
(Shawn) I mean you haven't cooked since we've been together. We either ate out or I cooked
(Beyonce) Well I guess you'll find out tonight at 5?
(Shawn) 5 is cool but I got to go
(Beyonce) Ok I'll see you later
(Shawn) Ok


Ok I really can't cook when I was with Idris I stuck to box and can foods and basic meats. Now I would do the same with Shawn but I have to learn to cook eventually so why not now. I grabbed the girls and we went to the grocery store, well Walmart since its a big store and not a lot of people will notice me . 

Meanwhile ate the studio.......

(Kanye) So man after we leave here do you wanna go to the club and get a few drinks

(Shawn) I can't I'm having dinner at home tonight

(Kanye) Man we ain't really did nothing together since you and Beyonce started dating 

(Shawn) I know

(Kanye) Well come out with me tonight cancel with Bey

(Shawn) I can't

(Kanye) Man she got you whipped

(Shawn) No she don't dinner was my idea. I got something planed 

(Kanye) Something like what

(Shawn) Imma propose to her after dinner

(Kanye) OH HELL NAWL. What happen to "I ain't neva gonna get married. Smash and Pass"

(Shawn) I grew up

(Kanye) Nawl you just pussy whipped after the wedding you'll snap out of it then it gonna be to late. Hmmp don't say I didn't tell you so

(Shawn) We are in love

(Kanye) Ya'll only been together for what 6 months

(Shawn) Actually 8 and a half

(Kanye) And you don't think that's to early to get married

(Shawn) Yea but we're happy 

(Kanye) Ok man well congratulations and I better be the best man

(Shawn) You already know. Now lets lay down these tracks and make this money

(Kanye) Alright. You can record first you're gonna need the money more then me

(Shawn) What you mean

(Kanye) First come marriage then come the babies well in your case first come babies then marriage then more kids then divorce then next thing you know the courts are calling your phone telling you that you have to pay 15,000 dollars in child support for all 5 of ya'll kids. Plus little Tavia and she not even yours that shit is gonna cost you *laughs*

(Shawn) I think I need to get me another best man

(Kanye) Man I'm just fucking with you but you can go first

(Shawn) Alright

Meanwhile at the market

(Beyonce) Ok here are the rules Jessica please call me Bey I don't want to bring any attention to myself 

(Jessica) But don't that big ole hat and hot looking scarf bring attention to you I mean it is summer time *laughs*

(Beyonce) Ha! That was not funny anyway as I was saying try not to draw to much attention to us and stay close.

(Jessi & Tavi) OK

We went in the market and came out and of course while we were getting in the car we ot spotted and I sign a few autographs and went home

*At home*

(Jessica) Ummmm Bey do you know what you are doing

(Beyonce) Yes I do

(Jessica) But... never mind 

(Beyonce) No say it

(Jessica) That don't look like the picture

(Beyonce) Well thats because its not finished cooking yet. Tavia do you want to try it

(Tavia) No

(Beyonce) Jessica?

(Jessica) No thank you

(Beyonce) Ok ya'll loss this gumbo is gonna be great

(Jessica) Sure it is

(Beyonce) Well it'll be done so take take Tavia up stairs and go get washed up for dinner

(Jessica) We really gotta eat this

(Beyonce) JESSICA!

(Jessica) I'm kidding, come on Tavia

Jessica is right this looked horrible and to be honest I don't even wanna eat it, but its to late to go back to the store so we are just gona have to make do. We just gonna have to add hot sauce it will be find. By the time I was finished cooking Shawn was coming in so I set the table and we all took our seats.

(Shawn) So what is this

(Beyonce) Gumbo

(Shawn) Oh

(Jessica) I'm not hungry can I please be excused 

(Tavia) Me too

(Shawn) No we are having dinner as a family now pass ya'll bowls to me so I can give ya'll some food

Shawn made Jessica Tavia and Bey plate

(Jessica) You gave me too much can pleeeeeeese put some back

(Shawn) No and I didn't give you a lot eat

(Tavia) *dumping some of her food onto an empty plate*

(Beyonce) What are you doing Tavia

(Tavia) I'm sharing with my friend

(Beyonce) What friend 

(Tavia) Amber she is sitting right here *pointing to the empty seat*

(Beyonce) Tavia if-

(Shawn) Its ok its enough for all of us

(Jessica) What?! She is doing that so she won't have to eat this slop

(Shawn) Jessica that was rude apologize and you use to have an imaginary friend too

(Jessica) Sorry

(Shawn) Now eat

(Shawn POV)

I took one spoon of her gumbo and I was done it taste worst then it looked. But I couldn't tell her that so I ate some more

(Beyonce)

This is horrible but Shawn look like he like it so imma pretend I do too

(Tavia) Mommy this is nasty and I don't want it

(Jessica) Its past nasty try horrible

(Shawn) Jessi and Tavi that-

(Beyonce) You know what Shawn I'm sorry this is horrible. I'm not a cook at all and I'm sorry I ruin this dinner

(Shawn) Its ok we can just order in

(Jessi & Tavia) YAAAAAAAAAAAeeeeeeeee

(Jessica) I want pizza

(Shawn) How about chinese 

(Jessica) Ok

(Shawn) Is that ok with everybody

(Beyonce) Yep. I'll go call it in

(Shawn) Ok and I'll go pick it up

(Beyonce) But they deliver

(Shawn) I know but I wana be sure they get the order right

(Beyonce) Ok

Shawn went to go pick up the food and I cleared the table. I knew I should of stuck with the basic foods, I'll remember that next time. Anyway Shawn was back with the food within 30 minutes and we ate then it was time to open the fortune cookies. Now me and Tavia usually don't make a big deal out of opening nasty fortune cookies but I guess Shawn and Jessica did so I went alone with it

(Jessica) Me first. Mine say my dreams will come true

(Tavia) What does mine say 

(Beyonce) It say the same thing as Jessica's all your dreams will come true

(Shawn) Open yours

(Beyonce) Ok. Mine say "will you marry me" What ok that's a little weird but ok

(Shawn) Ok maybe you should have a do over here take mine

(Beyonce) But its yours

(Shawn) Its ok I have another one

(Beyonce) Are you sure

(Shawn) Yep

(Jessica) But shouldn't Tavia get the do over since our was the same

(Shawn) Here Tavia take this one

(Tavia) Thanks

(Shawn) Ok Bey open your cookie

I opened the cookie and a ring fell out and my heart drop. I put two and two together and realized Shawn was about to propose to me.

(Jessica) That not fair I want her cookie

(Shawn POV)

When Bey opened the ring it fell on to the table and I picked it up and got down on one knee

(Shawn) Will you marry me

(Beyonce POV)

Wow I couldn't believe this was happening we've only dated 8 months but I do love him and I don't see myself with anyone else. But like I haven't been divorced two years yet. I really really do love him though. Maybe I should just forget all that and be happy

(Beyonce) Shawn I....I... I umm yess

(Shawn)Really?

(Beyonce) yes really *kissed him*
(Jessica) Beyonce I love you I really do but I don't want anybody to take my mommy spot.
(Shawn) umm Jessica where is this coming from look don't pay attention to her.

Our conversation was interrupted by my phone 

(Beyonce) I should probably answer this its my sister it could be an emergency 

(Shawn) Ok *rubbing Jessica back*

(Solange POV)

(Beyonce) Hello

(Solange) *crying* Hello

(Beyonce) Solange whats wrong

(Solange) Can you come get me. I can't do this marriage anymore me and Daniel are just to different

(Beyonce) What happen

(Solange) He's cheating he just dialed my number by mistake and I heard him talking to some trap. They are about to have sex and Bey when he get here I don't want to be here

(Beyonce) Ok I'm on my way now

(Solange) Ok thanks

(Beyonce) No problem

(Shawn) Whats going on

(Beyonce) Its a long story I'll tell you when I get back

(Shawn) wait do you really wanna marry me.

(Beyonce) Huh?

(Shawn) Did you forget I just proposed to you

(Beyonce) Oh I'm sorry I just got caught up in Solange drama

(Shawn) So do you

(Beyonce) I...... Mean
(Jessica) yess she doesn't I still love you bey
(beyonce) I gotta go.
(Shawn) look please answer the question before you leave don't worry about her.
(Beyonce POV)
Jessica made me feel like complete shit.
(Beyonce) umm I can't do this come on Tavia I'll let you know Shawn. I can't do this.

To Be Continued............

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