Chapter 21 (Flashback From Hell)

Last Time.. 

(Shawn) Whats going on

(Beyonce) Its a long story I'll tell you when I get back

(Shawn) wait do you really wanna marry me.

(Beyonce) Huh?

(Shawn) Did you forget I just proposed to you

(Beyonce) Oh I'm sorry I just got caught up in Solange drama

(Shawn) So do you

(Beyonce) I...... Mean
(Jessica) yess she doesn't I still love you bey
(beyonce) I gotta go.
(Shawn) look please answer the question before you leave don't worry about her.
(Beyonce POV)
Jessica made me feel like complete shit.
(Beyonce) umm I can't do this come on Tavia.

Now...

(Shawn) Beyonce can you wait? Talk to me

(Beyonce) Shawn I can't marry you at lease not yet. I'm sorry I have to go

(Beyonce POV)

I'm sorry I just couldn't marry him at lease not now like I just got a divorce. Anyway I went to go pick up Solange and Daniel then I went to Kelly house I wasn't really in the mood to go back home right now. Its a little after 10 and Tavia is sleep.

(Kelly) So what going on

(Solange) I'm getting a divorce

(Kelly) Already you haven't been married a year yet

(Solange) He's cheating 

(Kelly) Aww Solo I'm sorry

(Solange) Well don't be we were never in love we just got married because I got pregnant 

(Kelly) Oh.... Bey

(Beyonce).........

(Kelly) BEYONCE!

(Beyonce) What

(Solange) What's wrong

(Beyonce) Nothing

(Kelly) Somethings wrong you're a little to quiet

(Beyonce) Shawn proposed to me

(Solange & Kelly) What!!

(Beyonce)Yea he did it right before I left

(Kelly) So umm why are you sitting in my living room and not at home with your fiance 

(Beyonce) Cause I told him no

(Kelly) Why?! He loves you and you love him

(Beyonce) Because I just got a div-

(Solange) That is not the reason and you know it 

(Beyonce) It is

(Kelly) Its not but ok

(Beyonce) Can we just get some drinks flying

(Kelly) Its after midnight

(Solange) And you don't drink

(Beyonce) Well I wana drink tonight 

(Kelly) Ok

(Beyonce POV)

We drunk until about 3am and for the first time ever I was pissy drunk and since I was I couldn't drive. I called a cab and we left, when we arrived back home it was after 3am so I showed Solo to the guest room then I put Tavia to bed. After that I went into the bedroom I shared with Shawn I was kind of hoping he was sleep and of course he wasn't. 

(Shawn) Where were you

(Beyonce) I stayed at Kelly house for a little while

(Shawn) Ok I didn't hear pull in where is your car

(Beyonce) Still at Kelly's I was to drunk to drive so I took a cab

(Shawn) O.ok

Shawn turned his back on me and went to sleep. I knew he was mad and to be honest I don't blame him but I can't marry him well at lease right now. The next day Solange surprised us with breakfast I guess it was her way of saying "Thank you for letting me stay at your house". We are all sitting at the kitchen table and it is this awkward silence until Shawn broke it. 


(Shawn) Do you wana take Daniel and the girls into the room and eat so Bey and I can talk
(Solange) Sure. Come on ya'll 

(Beyonce) What's up

(Shawn) Why don't you want to marry me

(Beyonce) Shawn I do, its just Jessica she-

(Shawn) Don't worry about Jessica she will be find

(Beyonce) Ok. But I still can't marry you at lease not right now

(Shawn) Why not

(Beyonce) Because I just got a di-

(Shawn) Ok I've heard that before but I love you and I'm willing to wait.

(Beyonce) Thank you *kissing Shawn*

(Shawn) So what do you have up for the day

(Beyonce) Well I have to pick up my car then I have a few errands to run and I'll be back home later

(Shawn) Ok do you want me to come with you

(Beyonce) No I'll only be a few hours and Tavia and Jessica really don't need to come out today 

(Shawn) Ok

(Beyonce) Yep so I'll be back later

(Beyonce POV) 

I went upstairs took a shower dressed Tavia and I left.

(Shawn) Whats going on with your sister

(Solange) What do you mean *feeding Daniel*

(Shawn) I mean she's been acting strange 

(Solange) Because she wont marry you

(Shawn) That and I feel like she is hiding something from me

(Solange) Shawn To be honest I really don't know but What I do know is she is hiding something but she really do love you and it only one thing that would  keep her from marring you and that's..... well never mind.

(Shawn) No tell me

(Solange) I should go lay him down

(Shawn) SOLANGE

(Solange) If she's seeing Idris again she wont marry you but I doubt that

(Shawn) Right she would never

(Solange) Right. 

(Shawn) Ok Imma go take the girls out for lunch do you want anything

(Solange) No I'm fine

(Shawn) Ok

(Shawn POV) 

I know something is bothering Bey but I guess she'll tell me when she's ready. Anyway I grabbed the girls and left.

(Solange POV)

*Phone Conversation*

(Solange) Hello

(Beyonce) Hey Solo

(Solange) Where are you

(Beyonce) I'm on my way back home now where is Shawn

(Solange) He left a few hours ago and he took the girl

(Beyonce) Ok I'm 5 minutes away 

(Solange) Ok

I knew something was going on because she was trying to avoid Shawn so I checked on Daniel and when I came back down stairs Bey was walking in.

(Solange) Bey where have you been

(Beyonce) Shopping and now I'm tired so I'm about to go take a shower and take a nap

(Solange) When are you gona stop lying

(Beyonce) I'm not lying

(Solange) Then where are your bags

(Beyonce) They didn't have anything I liked now if you are done I would like to go shower before Shawn gets here.

(Solange) Bey wait!

(Beyonce POV) 

Solange grabbed my arm and it cause me to screech out in pain. Not loud but enough for her to notice my discomfort.

(Solange) Let me see your arm 

(Beyonce) No I'm fine

(Solange) Beyonce!

(Beyonce) I'm fine

(Solange) You're  not 

I was tired of lying to Solange so I showed her

(Solange) What happen to you

(Beyonce) .....

(Solange) Did Idris do this

(Beyonce).......

(Solange) Why are you letting him hurt you

(Beyonce) It was a mistake 

(Solange) What's going on

Well Solange see the bruise so there is no point of lying so I started telling her what happen.


*Flashback*


(Idris) Beyonce is that you
(Beyonce) What are you doing here
(Idris) I'm earning some extra money since you made me quit my job
(Beyonce) I didn't make you quit your job
(Idris) You did but anyway what are you doing here
(Beyonce) That's none of your business
(Idris) Where is Shawn
(Beyonce) He's not here
(Idris) And he don't know about this
(Beyonce)........
(Idris) Ch your still the same owe selfish Beyonce. Wait intil I tell him this
(Beyonce) NO YOU CAN"T
(Idris) Right because he love kids so if he found out you just aborted his second child he would dump your sorry ass and you'll come running back to me
(Beyonce) He would never and even if he did I would never come back to you
(Idris) So why are you scared to tell him
(Beyonce) I'm not 
(Idris) Yes you are because you know how he feel about abortion 
(Beyonce) I'll tell him when I get home
(Idris) No you're not
(Beyonce) I am
(Idris) I don't believe you
(Beyonce) And you don't have to. Im out of here
(Idris) Good and I'll call Shawn now
(Beyonce) No
(Idris) But I thought you was gonna tell him
(Beyonce) I'm not and you're not either
(Idris) If you want me to keep my mouth close its gonna cost you
(Beyonce) What do you want
(Idris) I can name a few things
(Beyonce) I'm not having sex with you
(Idris) Calm down I didn't say anything about sex
(Beyonce) So what do you want
(Idris) A friend 
(Beyonce) What?
(Idris) Just chill with me for a few months until I find a new job
(Beyonce) Thats it
(Idris) Yep starting today so lets go
(Beyonce) I can't I'm spending time with my family
(Idris) Ok so do you want me to call Shawn and tell him while you're on your way home or when I think you've made it home
(Beyonce) Fine I'll go
(Idris) Good


*Reality* 


(Beyonce) So that's it nothing more and you can't tell Shawn
(Solange) But he's hurting you
(Beyonce) It was an accident and it was my fault. I tried to leave early and he grabbed me and didn't realize his own strength. But he promised it would never happen again and its only for a few more weeks
(Solange) If he hurt you again I-
(Beyonce) He want
(Shawn) *calling from the other room* Anyone home
(Beyonce) *rolling her shirt sleeve back down* You can't say anything to him
(Solange) Bey-
(Beyonce) Solange promise me
(Solange) Ok
(Shawn) Whats going on in here
(Beyonce) Nothing we're just talking 
(Shawn) About what
(Beyonce) Nothing right Solange
(Solange) right.. :-/
(Shawn) Ok Imma let ya'll talk about nothing I'm about to  go work on a few songs in the studio 
(Beyonce) The basement studio or are leaving out again
(Shawn) The basement
(Beyonce) Ok 
(Jessica) Can me and Tavia come listen
(Shawn) Sure


(Beyonce) I promise I'll be find Solange
(Solange) Ok


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(Solange POV)


Its been a few weeks and Bey is acting strange again and just last night I could tell something was wrong with her because she was looking kind of funny. I couldn't keep her secret anymore because I knew he was hurting her again so I told Shawn everything except the abortion I knew Bey would want to tell him that herself. Anyway Shawn was pissed  of so he dropped the girls off at his mother house and now we're waiting on Bey to come in now.


(Beyonce) What's going
(Shawn) Why are you letting him hurt you
(Beyonce) What
(Shawn) Beyonce tell me the truth 
(Beyonce) *crying* I can't
(Shawn) What happen to no secrets 
(Beyonce) .............
(Shawn) Ok *walking away*
(Beyonce) I'm sorry
(Shawn) I think you should go back to your apartment
(Beyonce) What?
(Shawn) I finally realized why you wont marry me. Its because you're still in love with him
(Beyonce) Thats not true
(Shawn) So tell me whats going on
(Beyonce) Shawn I can't 
(Shawn) Well You should start packing *walking away*
(Beyonce) You promised you wouldn't say anything 
(Solange) And you promised he wouldn't hit you
(Beyonce) This was my business 
(Solange) I'm sorry
(Beyonce) What ever I need to pack and you should to
(Shawn) Actually Solange you Tavia and Daniel are welcome to stay here. Your just not
(Beyonce) Shawn look I don't want to loose you 
(Shawn) And I don't wanna loose you either just tell me the truth
(Beyonce) Ok


To Be Continued..........

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